Dark Skies

Evidently Beautiful

As the video came to an end I found myself wiping tears from my eyes. I needed to find an excuse to drag myself away from the internet. The fans had convinced themselves that BTS was over. They had convinced me that BTS was over.

After I had finished talking to Jin I carried on scrolling through my twitter and then I found myself clicking on numerous links to YouTube videos. Fan made edits of BTS, reminiscing on all the moments that they had shared with their fans. I found myself  reminiscing on all of the time that I had spent with BTS and all the memories that I shared with them. I wasn't ready to let all of those memories go. I wasn't ready to leave them all behind.

I stood up just as a knock sounded on my door. I opened it to find Suga standing there.

Third Person POV

The boy stood with his hand raked through his mint green hair. Sweat was evident on his back and neck. There were dark circles under his bloodshot eyes, reminding him of all the sleepless nights that he had been experiencing. His body was slouched over as if he was having trouble holding himself up and his brows were furrowed, a worried expression on his face. But despite all this, he still looked evidently beautiful.

"Rihanna-" he choked on his words, "we need to talk."

Suga's POV

She was standing in front of me, staring at me as if she had never set her eyes on me before. Suddenly she looked down at the floor, like looking at me was some sort of crime. Maybe it hurt her. Maybe looking at me was physically painful for her.

After all that she has done, it took me a lot of courage to come here. She might not know or understand that, but it did.

She looked like she had been crying and her hair hung limply by her shoulders. The remains of yesterdays makeup was still visible  on her face, mascara smudged under her eyes. She was wearing jeans too short for her and a top too tight. However I noticed that despite all this, She still looked evidently beautiful.

I saw that she was wearing the locket that I gave to her on her 18th birthday. Her hand was clutched around it tightly as if she was holding it in place or trying not to let go. She let out a long, shaky breath and managed to lift her eyes up to mine...

Rihanna's POV

I let out a long, shaky breath and managed to lift my eyes up to look into his. They say that your eyes are the windows to your soul. His looked heavy and sorrowful. The spark that I usually saw in his eyes was gone. Or was that Jimins eyes? I couldn't quite remember. 

My eyes then wandered down to his lips. They looked soft and inviting...

I flinched and looked away, memories of the kiss beginning to flood my mind.

"Sure, okay." I replied to him simply as I made my way back into the flat.

He followed me in and stood awkwardly next to my bed, looking around. It wasn't until then that I noticed how messy my room really was. Clothes were strewn across the floor and empty glasses were scattered around the room. I saw a smirk rise up at the corner of his mouth,

"Cleaning wasn't the first thing on your mind huh?" He said, his tone teasing.

"No not really" I forced a laugh. He frowned at me.

"You're not okay are you?" he said. He sounded genuinely concerned. After everything that I had put him through he still cared. This boy needed to be put through some serious health checks.

"Honestly, I don't think we're here to talk about me. What about you? Are you okay?" I looked up at him, he looked paler than usual.

"No I-" He began, he shook his head as if he was finding it hard to get his words out.

"I'm not okay no" He admitted.

Suga's POV

I found it all too much. Standing here confessing to a girl who had put me through so much pain, who had made me cry so many tears. I once vowed that I would never let a girl get to me, that I would focus on my music and nothing else. But I felt different about her. She was the first girl, the first person  who I had ever felt anything for.

I tried to swallow the sobs rising in my throat but it was too late. I broke down in front of her. The one person I never wanted to show any feelings towards ever again. But there I was. Crying like a pathetic baby in her room. Tears constantly rolling down my cheeks, my knees buckling as my body gave in.

Third Person POV

The girl stood with her arms by her sides as she watched the boy fall down onto his knees. Her eyes widened and she moved forward slightly as if she was about to run towards him, but she hesitated, stopping herself.

The boy now had his head in his hands and his body was shaking. The girl had a pained expression on her face. She couldn't leave him like this. If he had made the effort to come and talk to her (of all people) about his feelings then she couldn't just ignore him. She did something that she vowed she would never do again. Let Min Yoongi get to her.

Slowly, she walked over to him and knelt down on the floor beside him. She reached her hands up and rested them on his, pulling them away from his face. She looked at him and tilted her head,

"You're in such a state Oppa" She laughed and pulled him into her arms.

Suga's POV

I forgot that she was even there. I could no longer control the sobs that escaped from me and my whole body shook. I felt sick and tired and alone. I put my head in my hands and continued to cry. I wanted to cry until I had nothing left to cry about. I wanted to cry until I had no tears left inside of me.

I felt a pair of warm hands on mine and before I could react, I was looking at Rihanna. She tilted her head and looked at me with those dark brown eyes that I fell in love with,

"You're in such a state Oppa" she laughed, pulling me into her arms.

I rested my head on her shoulder, lost in her embrace, my heart racing. All I cared about in that moment was her. Us. Her arms wrapped around me tightly, making me feel safe. Making me feel wanted. I wished we could stay like that forever.

After a few minutes I broke the silence and pulled away from her. I couldn't keep it in any longer, I needed to tell someone.

"Rihanna, I need to tell you something."