Bound by regret

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'Nothing is ever true until you admit it to yourself. Before that every word is a lie and every decision was a mistake' - ellzx13 

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Jimin's POV

"Never again" my attempt to keep my voice even was a failed one, "Never again will I mention that name. He no longer exists to you or to me."

My final words stung as they left my mouth. Nothing could relieve the pain.

He no longer exists

One of the many lies I have told. He was on my mind every second of every day. Not even Rihanna Grey could make me forget. If anything, she was a reminder. But people make sacrifices for the ones they love.

I admit that I would do anything for Rihanna. We had come so far, and I didn't want to throw away everything we'd been fighting for just like that. I would stay by her side every second of every day. I would wipe away her tears and make her smile when she was down. I would fight for her no matter what.

But there was one thing I could never do for Rihanna Grey. And that was forget Min Yoongi. Because what would I do for Min Yoongi? I would help him fake his own death. I would travel the world for him. I would sail the seven seas for Min Yoongi.

There is one other thing that I would do for him that I am too afraid to even admit to myself.

I would give up my life for Min Yoongi. I owe him it. For reasons I regret to even remember. For reasons we promised to never speak of to anyone, ever.

"We're inseparable now Jimin. You know that don't you? Together 'till the end of time. Because if your secret got out it would destroy you" he had once said.

"Of course you know that. You're not stupid. I should really have more trust in you Park Jimin. If you make one wrong move, that's it. I will write it on the skyline for the world to see. No one deserves to get away with what you have Jimin. Only a monster would do such a thing. I guess that makes you the beast...and me your trainer" he smirked, "I will tame you Jimin. I have you under my control. You know that don't you? Of course you do. Only someone stupid would disobey me."

I knew he would be back, I knew it like I knew the palm of my hand. It was written in the stars, destined to be.

Another thing I was almost certain of,

Rihanna wasn't safe.

And neither was I. 

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