Dark Skies

Silence speaks louder than words

Rihanna's POV

He looked like he was going to break down into tears again. His hands were clasped in his lap and he kept clenching and unclenching them, whilst biting his lip. It was obvious that he was nervous. Obvious that whatever he was about to tell me was hard for him to even come to terms with himself, let alone share it with anyone else.

"Well" he finally spoke, "you remember that girl."

He looked up at me as if he was awaiting an answer, but I sat there in silence. I looked at him and raised my eyebrow slightly. He meant the girl I caught him kissing, I knew he did.

"The girl...that I kissed." He sighed.

I wanted to say something to make him feel guilty like, "how could I forget?" but I wasn't in the right position to say that and I didn't want to make the situation any worse than it already was so I just mumbled,

"Yeah, I remember"

"Well I um" His voice shook a little, "I slept with her."

I couldn't of heard him correctly. No WAY had I heard him correctly. Maybe my mind was playing tricks on me, maybe I was imagining things.

"I slept with her" he repeated as if I hadn't heard him the first time.

A tear slid down his cheek and he reached his hand up to wipe it away before I stopped him, pushing his arm down and wiping it away myself. We were now directly facing each other and I could feel his warm breath on my neck.

We sat in silence for a few minutes as I racked my mind for something to say. But everything I came up with was stupid and unnecessary like,

"Are you sure?" 

"How was it?"

"Was she better than me?"

or

"Congratulations" 

So we continued to sit in that unbearable silence. Sometimes silence speaks louder than words.

Suga's POV

She thought it was over. She thought that was all that I had to say. But that wasn't even the worst part of it. But she didn't know that. She just sat there looking at me and I looked back at her. Her face only centimetres away from mine, our knees touching as we sat cross legged on the floor. Her slender frame called to me and I wanted to make her mine again, but I knew I couldn't. I wouldn't. I vowed I would never let Rihanna Grey get to me ever again.

Rihanna's POV

I knew it wasn't over. I knew he hadn't finished what he was saying. That wasn't even the worst part of it, I could tell just by the look in his eyes. But he didn't know I knew that. We just sat there looking at each other, our faces close and our knees touching. Everything about him called to me. I missed him. But I knew I couldn't. I wouldn't. I vowed that I would never let Min Yoongi get to me ever again.

Suga's POV

I wanted to tell her "I still love you"

Rihanna's POV

I wanted to tell him "I miss you" 

Suga's POV

I wanted to say "I never wanted it to end like this"

Rihanna's POV

I wanted to say "I never meant for it to end like this"

Suga's POV

I never thought I would fall in love. I don't even know what love is.

Rihanna's POV

I've always wanted to fall in love. But I never thought it would be like this.

Suga's POV

Am I in love with her?

Rihanna's POV

Is this what love is?

Suga's POV

No I can't love her. When I care about someone all I do is get broken.

Rihanna's POV

No I can't love him. When I care about someone all I do is break them.

Suga's POV

Maybe I can pick up the pieces and give her one more chance?

Rihanna's POV

I am going to pick up the pieces, no matter how broken they are.