I sunk to the floor on my knees. I felt as if someone had punched me in the gut and winded me. A word rang through my ears like a siren, over and over again.
"Poison" ... "Poison" ... "Poison"
I put my head in my hands, giving up trying to hold the tears in. I broke out into uncontrollable sobbing, it hit me wave after wave. I choked on my tears, trying to breath through the crying. I was acting like a pathetic little girl that didn't get what she wanted. I was a joke. I was poison.
Suddenly, Anger overcame the feeling of me being sorry for myself. Sorry for Jimin. Sorry for Suga. Sorry for all that wasted time that Jimin and Yoongi had spent on me, trying to make me happy when all I did was bring them down.
I hated myself.
"They never deserved this" I found myself speaking out loud, "None of them did, none of them do. They never signed up for this. I love them both, I can't afford to let them go. But it's too late. They're already gone."
"WHY AM I SUCH A FUCKING DISSAPOINTMENT" I shouted, slamming my fists down into the floor. My knuckles stung from the impact. Wiping my eyes, I tried to slow down the pace of my breathing.
Footsteps sounded from outside my door and I could hear a floorboard creak. Looking up, I made my way to the door and opened it just in time to see a flash of orange hair dart around the corner.
He had been there all along.
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Fanfiction[HIGHEST RANKING #358 IN IDOL 11/05/18 #214 IN IDOL 17/05/18 and #112 IN TRAGIC 17/05/18] {COMPLETED} #BTSYouthAwards Rihanna Grey has made possibly the biggest mistake of her life. Min Yoongi had been her boyfriend for 2 years up until this day...
