what's left?

chapter 1: the day i met you

park eun won's pov:  

I woke up and immediately got ready for school i put on my clothes. I never really dressed nice for school even if there was a special event going on that i had to go to for school. So i just put on a white tee-shirt with blue skinny jeans and red high-top converse.  I got my backpack and headed out i put in my ear buds. As i was walking and started listening to my favorite group "big bang." I walked into the front doors of my school, and walked passed all the people that roamed the halls in the morning. I went to the back of the school where most people usually play sports like soccer or basketball i got a notification on my phone and i checked it. It was my boyfriend lee shin. He said we had to talk and to meet him by the basketball court so i said okay and put my phone back in my pocket and walked over there i saw him waiting there in loose baggy jeans and a tee-shirt that said "dope." when he turned to me i walked over and hugged him we hugged for about 5 seconds god he was warm. he pulled away and looked down i asked what was wrong. He said "Eun Won i love you but I'm breaking up with you....I'm sorry." i felt that lump in my throat when I'm about to cry i looked down and kept myself from crying as much as i could. I asked why he said because his feelings faded. I said I understood but I really didn't I mean we were together for 5 years. He promised me forever I looked down and then I looked back at him I hugged him one last time. I was in his warm safe arms one last time then I walked away looking down so people wouldn't see me cry. I stayed in the stall in the restroom until i stopped crying. the bell rang for first period i opened the door and looked in the mirror my eyes were kind of puffy so if anyone asks I'll just say I'm tired. The day went on but i was too distracted over what happened i was asking myself so many questions. Then the bell rang to go home i got up out of my desk and walked out. I went to the park close to my house and sat down on the swings i put in my earbuds and immediately started crying again. i was just looking straight ahead not caring who saw me i couldn't stop i closed my eyes for a couple minutes hoping it would calm me down but as my eyes were closed i felt a jacket wrap around me.