what's left?

chapter 20: recognized

namjoons pov:

1 whole month without seeing eun won 1 whole month without talking to her 1 whole month without holding her i miss her so much it seems like forever I'm scared because i know she will move on it feels like forever but its only been a month what if i move on no i cant do that to her damn i need to get my mind off of this for now I'm gonna go to my dads studio its not far i walked in and went in i was alone in my dads new studio for his recordings i just started to write then i started to rap what i wrote *mark walks in on the on the other side* i finish then write some more mark turns on the sound for his mic he said "hey how old are you kid" i felt my face get red cause i was embarrassed i cleared my throat and said "18 and sorry i didn't know you were there I'll leave..." mark stopped me he said "no don't worry about it i just walked in you are actually really good where did you learn that" i said "uh it was kinda self taught" he said "you're a smart kid huh your dad told me you were the top 1 percent in Korea" i said hesitantly "yeah my IQ is 148 actually" he said "wow you're a genius aren't you well look i can get you with your own manager and you can start your own carrier" i said "uh i don't know I'll have to think about it" he said "that's fine just let me know what you decide"  i said "okay thank you mark it was nice talking to you I'll talk to you later" i walked out and saw my dad outside with his guitar and lit cigarette i walked out and sat next to him he said "oh.. what are you doing here?" i said "I'm pretty sure mark will show you but i just came to get my mind off of things for a bit" my dad sighed then said "alright well you should head on home I'll be here a while" i got up and walked home hoping maybe this would get me back to Korea faster  i hate saying that but im too home sick i need to go back i can't be here for 5 whole years