Perfect (On Hold)

Chp -15 What have I done?

*Embers pov*

The night was fun. My mom and me went to this club called the "hook-up" and my mom wanted me to have fun and I ended up getting so highly drunk that I just can't walk straight.

I push through the campus gates and enter the front office. I sit down on one of the chairs they have and shake my head vigorously. I am drunk but I can handle myself. I had like 2 vodka shots and half a bottle of beer. Surprised I'm not passed out yet.

I try to Stand but my feet pull me to the ground never wanting me to leave the position. Luckily there is no one in this office or else they will think I'm a spoilt brat. I hold the chair and forcefully get up and start to walk but I collapse miserably on the ground. Shit!
I shouldn't drink this much. My mom is just too cool and spoiling me already! My dad would pull a trigger on this now. Hahha my minds running wild and crazzzyyyy.......

"Pretty drunk huh?" Someone says. This is so familiar. It's like I know them very well.
I look up to see and it is the great, smart, wonderfully made, with a stupidified sense of humor and a smirk that will make all the girls wild

What am I saying?!?!?

Uhhhh

Alex!!!!!!!!

I blink my eyes furiously until I get a clear view of him but I just cant at all.

He kneels down beside me "you desperately need help"

"Mmm.....I think I do......w-what are youuuu? A ghoooost? Appearing everyyyyyywhere. At night. In my dr-drunken state. In my-my tho-thoughts. In my dre-- never mind ughh"

"You meant to say in your dreams, don't you?"

"How are youuuu always right? Ooooooohooo.......huhhhh...you are the 'angel' fallen angel"

"I am?"

"Yuppp" popping the 'p'
my mind isn't under my control. Stop this! My inner self pleads but my outer self goes on.
"What else do you think of me?"

"For now that's all but I will think later and tell youuuu"

He smiles :)

*Alex's pov*

"You? smiled?"

"Yea so?"

"You never smile you allllllways are serious and smirking. B-But you smiled. Niceeee"

"You think my smile is nice?"

"I doooooo"

She's damn high and its hot to see her this way. Her eyeliner is all smudged and her dress is too revealing. I'll be honest.
She.

Is.

Freaking.

Hot!!!! Damn my hormones are raging. Stawppp!!

I think her parents took her to a club. Wow such cool parents already spoiling her. Great!

I heard that When people are drunk they tell the truth but I don't really know about this girl. She's confusing.

"Do I take you to your room?" I suggest. I can't leave her like this. Not out of sympathy. Just helping that's all. Yes THAT. IS. ALL!!!

"Uhhh...do you think you can do thissss?"

"Im sure I can"

She lifts her hands in the air meaning to let me carry her. I scoop her in my arms and she puts her arms around my back

This is weird. Should I throw her down? Or let it be this way?

"Alex!!!!! I'm gonna throooow uhhppppp!!!!"

"Shit!!" I cuss under my breathe and rush to the nearby girls bathroom.

She bends down the toilet and starts to throw up. I push her hair back and rub her back.

I flush the toilet and get some tissue to wipe off her puke. She sits down on the bathroom floor wiping off her puke.

I bend down to clean her face with a tissue.

I see some on her lips and make her look at me. She looks at me with innocent eyes. I wipe her lipstick off in an attempt to clean her puke.

She keeps staring at me clueless about what is happening. I find my self in the same situation as hers. This is awkward because she's drunk as high and I don't know what to do. My body isn't letting me move. The sudden urge to kiss her takes me as I lean to her and she leans to me. We inch closer until there is only a sleek line space between us.

I don't want to do something I regret later but I'm just pulled by her current state and might I add beauty right now and the hot mess she's in now.

I don't care anymore now as I smash my lips to her's making her take everything by surprise but kissing me back right after.

I pull her close not breaking the kiss as she wraps her arms around me deepening the kiss.

Its too sweaty in here but I'm too focused in kissing her.

Without breaking the kiss I lift her up and place her on the bathroom counter. She tastes a little bit of strawberry tint and puke but I couldn't careless.

The kiss deepens as I pull her more close. This is so weird and I feel guilty at the same time but Im still enjoying and literally killing myself. I'll stop!

I push myself away and ember looks at me startled

"Wha-what happened a-alex?"
She gets off the counter and approaches me but I try to back off.

"A-Alex what is th-this?"

Guilt ember guilt. Every time I do this mistake of kissing you I am buried in the grave of guilt

"We have to go"

I push her and lock the bathroom. I try to hush her but she won't shut up. She passes out after almost reaching her dorm. I open her room and find Lauren sleeping.

Shit shit shit! !!

Not a second did I think of Lauren when I kissed ember. Somehow when ember and me kiss, the world seems to stop and nothing seems to be cared about. I'm supposed to hate her and now kissing her. I'm hopeless and stupid

I cheated on Lauren . I cheated on the one I was starting to grow feelings for. I'm so sorry lauren....I really am.....

This is all embers fault. If she wouldn't get drunk all this wouldn't happen.

She will pay for it. Tomorrow at class.

I lay her on her bed and see that her phone is right beside her stand. How did this get here? She didn't have it when she came in drunk

Whatever! I wrap the blanket around her and switch off the lights and sneak out to my dorms.

I just push my self on the bed not able to sleep because of the kiss still running in my head. It was too intimate. A lot too much.

I just couldn't control myself. All involuntary actions. I dont know my self anymore. I hate myself all the more

I am a freaking cheat!! Hate me hate me for this

Aaaaaahhhhhh

My head hurts

Drunk her but head ache me.

I need to forget this. Why do I kiss the girl I hate the most?

Shit!!!

I blink my eyes a couple of times as my eyes get heavy and my eyelids drop making me fall into a miserable sleep

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A/N : ufff I feel the heat. All sweaty and damn!!! That was a good kiss right?
Now I'm starting to use profane words because I feel without it there is no real friction in the story. You know what I mean! !

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