Perfect (On Hold)

Chp 35 - Plan A

Alexs pov :

      What in the world is this? How could I not know that ember and alice are twins? The more I'm trying to free myself from these complications but after alice entered this uni its becoming more complicated.  Pfft!

Embers pov :

             Last night after alice told me her secret it made perfect sense as to why she left alex.

**Flashback to last night**

I was on my bed listening to music when suddenly someone pats my shoulder and to see it is alice.

Now what is this she upto?

"Can we talk?" She said seeming sad. Oh now is this another confession time because I'm not ready for another shock......

"If it involves me dying of heart attack then no I'm not ready for it"  I say

"Listen I know I was rude today but I really am happy that you are my sister, I swear"
What? O_o

" that doesnt sum up the pain my heart is feeling right now"

"I know I know ember but it took a while for us to actually convince your parents the fact that we are twins and you are prof. Walters daughter"

"What?.....my parents know about this?"

"Yes but they decided its best if will keep it a secret since they know it will shatter you"

I sigh heavily. My heart is feeling the heaviness and everything that is happening from the past few days is like a huge jigsaw puzzle -_-

"Since we are sisters and sisters help each other can you help me too ember?"

Oh I know exactly what she's saying.  Meaning Alex?

"Can you help me confess my real feelings for alex please?"

Strike one!
And......I'm right!

"I'm sorry alice but I'm not going to do this. Coming between you two even if it means helping you. Sorry"

Helping her means getting myself pricked in the neck. For that jerk of a guy alex I'm not helping. Nope never not happening!

"But please?"

"No but's and please just not this time alice"
I get up from my bed to walk out of the room but the word alice just told me didnt let my body move an inch.

"Ember, I love alex and I'd do anything for him even if were to give up my life"

I stand still while she takes this opportunity to continue. ....

"I left alex for a reason" she sighs "I got into bad influence and became a drug addict.  It became so terrible that I couldn't live without cocaine for a minute. Alex didn't know about this but I knew if he knew about this he will be terribly heart broken and him being totally in love with me he will die rather than seeing me be an addict"

Nooooo......why??, why should all this happen today?
:'(

"So I decided to leave him by cheating on him, that way I thought I will hurt him less but I was wrong I hurt him too much that he became a bully and used people because he didn't believe in anyone anymore"
"I soon joined rehab and got my addiction treated but I always spyed on alex to know if he's safe. Everytime I saw him with another girl my heart would ache and I came to a conclusion that without him my life is nothing"