The girl that Lauren had met was nice. But Lauren couldn't quit comparing her to Lynx. Lauren also noticed that Lynx wasn't taking the separation very well.
It all become too real when Lauren saw the scars on Lynx's arm come back.
Lauren knew she had fucked up when she saw Lynx get skinnier and skinnier, like she wasn't eating.
Lauren knew she had to correct her mistake when Lynx was hospitalized for a suicide attempt, and she wished she had helped sooner as she stood by Lynx's bed begging her to wake up.
Lauren felt even worse when the only people who cared Lunx had tried to kill herself were their mothers, Vennie, and herself.
