Keep Your ENEMIES Close and Your FAMILY Closer (Re-Writing)

Chapter 10- It's a...

"Ok. That's it." I pulled out of her. "Pookie it doesn't hurt as much as you think." She says trying to put me back in her. "Miry you about to start crying. I cannot hurt you with my child in you." I laid on my side of the bed and pulled her in. "Are you going to my doctor's appointment tomorrow?" She sighed. "I don't know. I really have to go to work tomorrow." I told her. We suppose to find out the sex of the baby. "It's fine. Don't worry about it." She turned over making sure there was space between her butt and my dick. "What's wrong baby?" I asked wrapping my arms around her. "Honestly, I'm not happy and confused." She says which hurted me. "Why aren't you happy?" I asked turning her around to face me. "You weren't there when I found out about Minnie, you're not going to be there tomorrow, we not even having sex how I want it." She says. "Baby I'm sorry, you know I'm sorry. Last year, you found out about Mini after we broke up. I didn't know we were expecting. As for tomorrow, I didn't say I wasn't going to go. I just need to go to work. The appointment isn't until 3:30. I can go in early to get off by 2:30, come pick you up, then be on our way. And lastly sex, I'm sorry I'm not satisfying you. Shit I know I'm not satisfying you but I'm trying to protect you and our baby from getting hurt." I told her, holding onto her face and wiped a tear that started to fall. "You know you're not satisfying and still do nothing." She says. "I love you too much for you to lose another child." I said before thinking. "Shit Mir, that didn't come out right." I apologize. "And that's what's confusing me." She says. "What?" I asked. "As I said before. I don't know who to trust anymore." She looked passed me to the wall. "So are you saying you don't trust me?" I asked. "Mainly my friends and parents' but yes you do have a part in that category." She says. "And why is that?" I asked. "Well sometimes, it seems as if you don't even care about Aminah or even try to think about where she can possibly be. You just worried about if I'm going to have your son. Like seriously, today was the most you talked about her since I left the hospital because of that picture which we don't know whom posted on our front door." She says. "Pooh that's not true. None of that is true. I care about Aminah as much as I care about you. She's my first born. I think about her all the time. Yes I really hope we have a boy but along with that hope, I'm worried that we won't find Aminah. You don't know how much I'm hurting right now having my daughter missing and you laying here saying that I don't care because that's basically saying I don't love her which I do. I may not talk about her because I know you. You'll start heating up and stressing and getting even more emotional. Like I said, I don't want any bad done to our baby. Neither one of them. I'm working on finding Aminah. I can't tell you what process I'm going through because I know you won't approve of it. Please don't ever second my love for my family. You can trust me." I voiced. "I'm sorry." She whispers. I kiss her and told her not to be. I laid on my back and pulled her head onto my chest. Getting comfortable, she wrapped an arm around my abdominal.

Amir POV

I woke up in an empty bed and sighed. I knew I hurt him last night but I was just expressing my feelings. I got out of bed hungry but not feeling like walking downstairs, instead, I decided to take me a nice warm bubble bath. As soon as I laid in my bath, my phone rung.

"Hello?" I answered my phone after drying my hands.

"Hey." Shelly's voice came out.

"Hey. What's up?" I asked.

"Nothing. I heard what happened yesterday. Are you ok?" She asked.

"Yes. I'm fine. Thank you." I told her.

"I was wondering if you wanted to do something today. I know Mike went to work today." She says.

"Thanks but I'm just going to hang around the house today." I said. She said ok and we hung up. My phone rung again and I answered.

"Did you forget to ask me something?" I answered.

"Baby, it's me." Mike said.

"Oh. Sorry." I said.