Chapter 34,

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Sunday, a day later:

I slowly opened up eyes and felt arms around, causing me to smile since Matt was still by my side. I looked to my right and went to touch his face, but it wasn't his. I flinched and moved my head back, seeing it was Sammy. My eyes widened as my heart was screaming with happiness, my body soon prompting onto my knees.

"Sammy!" I screamed as he flinched and watched my every movement. "What?" He yelled back and got onto his butt. 

"You are here!" I jumped on top of him and squeezed him tightly. "But for two months," He mumbled against my neck. 

"Two months?" I sat up and looked down at him, with the biggest smile across my lips. 

He just nodded as in response and pulled me into another hug, soon pulling away as we both got called for downstairs. Once we rolled out of bed, we ran downstairs where I was greeted by my mum. 

"I see you found your surprise," Mum chuckled and ruffled Sammy's hair. "Sammy was my surprise?" I looked at Sammy and smiled. 

"Mhm. You need someone here with you," Mum smiled. "Thank you," I looked back at her and smiled.

"You're welcome," She shrugged and winked at the two of us, soon walking off. "Aye, Sammy!" Nash yelled as he saw Sammy in plain sight. 

I looked at Nash and pursed my lips to the side, thinking about how I should apologize. I walked up to Nash and nudged at his shirt, seeing his eyes trail down to me. I shyly smiled and licked my lips, seeing him straighten his posture. 

"Nash can we talk?" I raised an eyebrow. "Of course," He said as I nodded.

We both removed our bodies to outside, where no one was. Birds were tweeting, butterflies were flying and the sound of our breathing hitched in. We sat down onto a bench and looked at each other, Nash waiting for me to speak first. I sighed and looked down at my fingers, looking back up to him. 

"Look, I'm sorry. I just got hurt and sad that everyone is going to this tour but me," I said. "Maddie I should be the one apologizing. I never told you about the tour, and that effected you having a chance to come onto tour," Nash said as the look of regret flashed over his face.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked. "Many reasons but one is because I purely didn't know how you would react," Nash shrugged.

"I would of been fine," I raised my eyebrows. "Yeah but I thought you would be mad that we were going away for too long," Nash sighed.

"I would of been happy for you. I would of been that sister that brags about her brother's success and so on," I slightly smiled. "I'm sorry Mads," Nash sighed and looked down at his fingers.

"I love you Nash," I ruffled his hair and smiled. "And I love you too," Nash looked up at me and smiled back. 

We both made way to back inside, where everyone was chilling and having some down time before madness hits. As we walked in, Matt came into my sight which made me gain butterflies. He was smiling and laughing with his friends, which in a way hurt me because this is the last time I'm going to hear that laugh in a while.

"Hello baby," Matt grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me into him. 

I weakly smiled and placed my hands onto his cheeks, where I soon frowned at the thought of not being able to do this in a while. I took his scent in and looked down at his lips, seeing them soon change emotion. 

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