New Love | Matthew Espinosa

Chapter 38,

Saturday, a day later:

I slowly opened my eyes and found I was sleeping on my hotel floor. I yawned and rubbed my eyes, getting up in the process. I walked over to my bathroom and washed my face, then brushed my teeth. I looked at my reflection and frowned. I looked horrible.

I chucked my hair into a bun and walked out of the bathroom, soon getting into some jeans and a loose top. I chucked on a plain white jumper on and some white vans. I went over to my phone and picked it up, seeing the time is nine-thirty. 

I took my phone off of charge and went to my brothers room, digging my hands into my pocket. As I opened up the door, basically everyone but Matt was in the room. I sighed and closed the door, shaking my eyes and keeping my head low. I sat down next to Sammy and sunk into him, as he wrapped his arms around me. 

"You okay Mads?" He rubbed my back and I just shook my head. "Why don't we all grab some breakfast from downstairs?" Jada looked at me then the others.

Everyone cheered and got up, but me. I didn't want to go, but Sammy pulled me up and pulled me to the restaurant downstairs. When we got into the cute little cafe, Matt was already sitting down at the table. 

I licked my lips and looked down, as I felt someone hit me in the middle of my belly. I pulled my hoodie up along my neck and hid my face, as we all sat down. Soon chatter filled the table, as glances between Matt and I were shared. 

"Right are you guys ready to order?" The waiter spoke as everyone held their menus in their hands. "Yes," Everyone said in sync.

Nash started ordering his order, as everyone listened. As everyone ordered, it was my time to look into the waiters eyes. 

"And I would like nothing," I smiled as I tapped my nails along the table. "Are you sure?" The waiter looked at me.

"I'm sure," I crossed my arms and sunk back into the seat. "Maddie you need to eat," Sammy spoke.

"I'm not hungry," I looked at him. "Yes you are," He raised his eyebrows. 

"No I'm not," I looked down to the floor.

I heard Sammy huff and speak to the waiter, "Please get some pancakes." I looked up to him and flicked his leg, "I said I'm not hungry!" 

"Forget that order," Sammy rolled his eyes and rubbed his leg, where I flicked it. 

I shook my head and licked my teeth, everyone's eyes soon trailing upon Matt. He looked down and sighed, making me feel a little bit better inside. 

"Maddie you need to eat," Cameron said. "Stop saying I need to eat! I'm not hungry," I tapped my foot along the floor.

"Mad-." Cameron started but I pushed past Sammy and looked at everyone. "I'm going to my room. Please do not bother me," I glared at Matt then walked off.

I quickly walked to my room and got inside, locking my door and running over to my bed. I jumped down onto it and brought my phone out, soon searching up some funny videos to lighten up my mood. After fifteen minutes watching funny video clips that took my mind off of things for the moment of time, a knock went off on my door. 

"Go away!" I rolled onto my back and pressed pause. "That's not going to happen," I heard Sammy's voice fill the room. 

"Please," My voice cracked as I slowly looked at the door.