Love In The Lights

Chapter 20

Barbara's POINT OF VIEW

Today i have the charity fashion show and i am really excited to do it i have been asked to open it and i think that the cause is amazing. It is to help raise money for children's hospitals to help make sure that the children can get the best health care they need. in these past three days i have been thinking a lot mainly about Kendall my anger hasn't changed i am still beyond pissed off at her and i know for a fact that when she does know the truth she will try and come running back to me but i will not be having none of it. i have no intentions of seeing her any time soon and if i just happen to bump into her i will not speak to her and i doubt that she will speak to me so all is dandy. Justin is at rehearsals today like most days he works so hard bless him, but he is still coming tonight with Pattie and Scooter and for me that adds more pressure on me and makes me feel more nervous for the fact that they will all be watching me and i just hope that i don't fall over or something because that would literally be my worst nightmare. Lacey has just dropped off the five tickets i have for people and she quickly rushed away again to help me sort everything out although she said i didn't actually need to be there... but with Lacey i have learnt not to doubt her nor interfere with her work because she hates it and will get angry at you so honestly it is just best to let her get on with it. Justin told me to pop into his rehearsals which are just in the studio up the road to give him the tickets so i will go there before i go to the venue for tonight. i have to be there a few hours early to get my hair and make up all done and prep myself and also i am meeting some children from the charity that we are raising for which i always think is a great pleasure because everyone is so sweet. and i am thrilled to have been asked to open the show as well 'sweetie, Lacey just called me and asked if you can go down to the venue now there are more kids there than she thought' my mum told me interrupting my Jersey Shore re-runs 'oh yeah, tell her i am on my way!' i said running upstairs and throwing my purse, deodorant, perfume, the tickets, phone and keys into my bag 'good luck for tonight just in case i don't see you before!' my mum said to me as she kissed me on the cheek 'thank you hopefully i will see you!' i said as i gave her a hug in return 'hopefully, bye!' she said pushing me out the door not wanting me to be late. i laughed at her stressing like she always does to make sure that i am are always on time but she does her best at heart and means well and that is why i love her. i was wearing this:

the weather was very hot today which explains the small amount of clothes, i wore my all black ray bands and i had a small amount of make up on just the normal.. a little eyeliner and mascara, i left my hair to dry naturally after i had my morning shower and the curls were bouncing around and flowing in the wind from the car.
after a short drive in the car around five minutes i arrived at the studio Justin was rehearsing i walked up to the front desk 'hi, erm can i get the number of what studio Justin Bieber is in?' i asked 'can't give it out to fans sorry' she said not taking her eyes away from the computer screen 'erm i am his girlfriend' i said with a slight awkward laugh afterwards 'me too sweetie we can all dream' she said sarcastically still not taking her eyes away from the computer screen. she was rude and i didn't like her attitude i coughed to get her attention and when he eyes left the screen and gazed at my face and then to my body her eyes almost fell out of her head 'o-oh you are his girlfriend, sorry maam, er studio nine' she said with an apologetic smile 'thanks' i replied and walked off down to the studio where Justin was. the door was locked so i had to knock on the door before going in, Moshe -i think that is his name i only met him once!- opened the door first looking at me and then half smiled and let me in still without saying a word 'hey Barbara' Scooter said from the front where he was watching Justin and the rest of the dancers practice, sweat was dripping down all of their faces showing how hard they all work 'hey!' i said waving and smiling as i walked over to him 'okay good much better guys have a break now!' the choreographer called out to everyone, they all sighed in relief and sat down on the floor to catch their breathe and drink some water 'hey so you nervous about tonight?' Scooter asked me 'a little bit more with you Justin and Pattie watching' i said and laughed a little 'you'll be fine don't worry' Scooter said and patted me on the shoulder he seemed like a nice man very sweet 'hitting on my girl Scooter?' i hear an angelic voice ring from behind me, the voice i would know from anywhere the voice i don't think i would ever forget.. Justin 'yeah got a problem?' i asked him turning around and giving him a cocky smile 'maybe i do' he said and wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me. he looked incredibly sexy with sweat dripping down his face.. wow BIG turn on 'you staying for a while beautiful?' he asked as he flung his arm around my neck 'i can't i have to get to the venue and take some pictures with the charity, i only popped in to give you your tickets' i said rummaging through my bag to find them 'oh, okay' Justin said sounding a little bummed 'sorry' i said pulling a puppy dog face 'it's okay baby, I'll see you tonight right?' Justin asked 'yeah you can come backstage i think before the show starts' i said handing him his tickets 'i better give them to Scooter i don't want to loose them' he said with a crocked smile 'okay, well i have to go because i am already late' i said checking the time and yep i was late.. ten minutes late to be exact and Lacey was going to kill me 'okay, well i will see you later i love you' Justin mumbled against my lips before kissing me sweetly 'i love you too' i said kissing him one last time before detaching our bodies as i walked out 'bye everyone' i called out i got a mixture of groans from all the dancers showing how tired they were and actual goodbyes from those who weren't dancing such as Scooter, Kenny and Moshe.