Kendrick's Angel in the Rough

Chapter 29

Chapter 29

Angel p.o.v

I watched Kendrick get off of me. The last words he said to me made me feel empty. I just ran past him and our the house. I was crying hysterically as I drove back to my moms place. I walked in and I saw Erin painting her nails. I just ran up to her and hugged her.

"OMG what happened Angel? Are you okay?!" Erin said as she rubbed my back. I told her the while story crying through it all.

"You guys just need time to just chill and it will get better. Y'all too are head over heels in love. You know what to get your mind off of this lets go out to this new club called Lexx. I'll call my job and say I can't make it today." Erin said as she led me to her closet to pick out something to wear. I just agreed to go. I took a long hot shower and I thought about how much I loved Kendrick how we are always fighting. It was senseless. I got out and flat ironed my short hair cut. I wore a leopard print crop top with a pair of leather skinny highwaisted pants. I topped it off with a pair of Jeffery Campbell's high boots and large black studs. It was time for me to try and have fun and get my self together for my relationship. Erin wore a nice beautiful red halter dress with matching red bottoms. We were ready.

We arrived at the club and it was pretty swole. Erin and I walked straight in because of my connection to Kendrick. Erin saw someone she knew and I just sat the bar drinking a frozen mango daiquiri. I felt a warm hand on my shoulder.

"Hey long time no see stranger." Mandela said. I haven't seen ever since we went to lunch.

"Hey Mandela. It's nice to see you again." I said taking a sip of my drink.

"Yeah it's good so you here with your boy?" Mandela asked as he ordered him a drink. I bit my bottom lip.

"Uh we aren't currently together right now..." I said looking away.

"I hate to say I told you so but I'm saying it anyways. Look these rapper cats ain't no good. They just stick their thang in anything and keep it moving. Your a good girl and if he can't accept that then he is dumb as hell." Mandela said brushing my face with his fingers. My body vibrated with sensation.

"Thanks but I want to get off that situation...you wanna dance?" I asked him as Girls Dem Sugar by beanie man and Mya came on. Mandela smiled and we marched over to the dance floor. I never was once to dance or be our going but I guess this situation is changing me. I started grinding on him and people were looking at us. I didn't care if Kendrick can go and do his thing so can I.

All night long we danced. We got talked. We got drunk. Mandela drive us to his house. We stumbled on the floor. We both started laughing. Then Mandela looked into my eyes and he kissed me. I kissed back. We were caught in the moment and it got further. He carried me to his room and we laid in the bed kissing still. It was intense. I didn't try to stop nor did he. That night "it"just happened between us.

The next morning I woke up to Mandela cooking breakfast. I shook my head I couldn't believe what happened last night. It was crazy. I searched the room for my clothes and put them on. I checked for my phone and I saw I had like 20 messages from Kendrick asking where I was. Why should he care? I walked into the kitchen and I saw Mandela.

"Goodmorning Beautiful!" He said kissing my cheek. I pulled back a little bit. I wasn't in love with him and what we did was out of lust and pain.

"Look...thanks I can't stay I have to go somewhere right now." I said hugging Mandela.

"Um yeah....okay bye Angel." Mandela said kissing my forehead. I rushed out the house and caught a taxi to Kendrick's place. I left the rest if my things there plus I had to pick up Kenya. I walked in the door and I saw his friends eating cereal. They stopped once they saw me.

"DAMN ANGEL YOU LOOK SEXY!" Q said with his mouth open. I just said a small thank you and I rushed upstairs to Kendrick's room. I saw him on the bed watching Poetic Justice. That was our movie we loved to watch.

"Where were you last night...?" Kendrick said analyzing my outfit from last night.

"Why should you care? I'm grown and we aren't together? Where's Kenya?" I asked folding my arms across my body.

"She at my mom house and you smell like alcohol." Kendrick said standing up. I sighed.

"I'm going to take a shower and ill be out the house to give you your freedom." I said as I rushed into the bathroom. After I was finish I grabbed the rest of my things and I put them in Kendrick's truck. He was taking me to pick up Kenya and drop me off to my moms old place. The rest if the dudes in the house hugged me goodbye.

"Damn what I'm gone in this house now that you gone. These bums can't cook nothing. I'm gonna be so skinny it's gonna be sad. Ahhh why!!!" Q said joking around. I hugged him goodbye and I got in the truck. Kendrick just pulled his shades down and he drove to his moms place.

"Honestly where were you last night?" Kendrick asked me.

"Why it's not like you tell the truth honestly where you be at? And if you must know I was with a friend of mines." I replied looking out the window.

"Oh I bet it's that wack dude at your moms funeral! You ain't use to be this way Angel! We ain't use to be like this!" Kendrick snapped. I sighed.

"People change Kendrick. People just change!" I snapped back.

"Yeah I guess they do." He said as he pulled into his moms driveway. Kendrick started staring deep into my eyes.

"I just got back from a tour and I was happy to be home with you. How the hell we end up like this Angel? Really? Our baby girl in there and we doing this! We fighting like strangers." Kendrick whispered to me.

"We didn't do anything it was you! Can you please just get Kenya so I can leave okay?" I said fighting back tears.

"If that's what you want? I'll do it I tried I really did!" Kendrick said as he ran into his moms house to get Kenya. He came back out with little Kenya. He put her in the car seat and he sped off to my moms old place. It was quiet the whole ride except for Kenya making sounds. He pulled up to my moms old place. He looked at me and then Kenya. He walked us inside the house and got us situated. He grabbed me and held me tight. I hugged back because I did still in fact love him. He kissed me on the cheek and he held Kenya in his arms and he kiss her cheek.

"For the record if you must know I wasn't cheating on you. It's not over between us just a break." Kendrick said as he slapped my butt and he walked out the door. I felt bad. But a break was what is right now. I played with Kenya the whole night. I cant wait for her party!!!! I loved my baby girl a lot. I really loved her. Afterwards Kenya quickly went to sleep. I started watching old music videos and I heard a knock at the door. I opened the door and I saw Mandela outside.

"Mandela what are you doing here?" I asked him. He had tears streaming down his face.

"I'm so sorry I'm so sorry! Oh god please forgive me. I'm sorry Angel!" Mandela said crying and yelling. I got scared.

"What?! What did you do!" I yelled at him. He stared shaking his head.

"I....I...I got....I am...." Mandela started murmuring.

"What?! What?!?" I asked him screaming. I heard Kenya start to cry.

"I HAVE AIDS!" He said finally.