IM ALWAYS BESIDE YOU

TALKS

MICHAELS POV
Angel and I are currently playing pokemon on our ds's she was winning"no I cant loose I always win" I say."Sucks for you cause I just beat your ass" she smirks"fine you can win once i suppose" I tease her. She hits me with a pillow"kinda deserved that" I laugh hitting her with one. "I did not deserve that Mikey" Angel giggles. I kiss her for a while"I love you Michael Clifford" "I love you more Angel Daniels" I kiss her forehead. "Lets go get food" she suggests"okay lets eat at kfc".

"Angel and I are going to KFC " I tell Ash "okay be back by 2 when soundcheck starts" he replies. "I think its cute you ask Ashton for permission to leave" Angel told me. "He gets grumpy if were late or he cant find us cause sometimes we have things like last minute interviews" I say. The power came on last night at like 11pm so we dident have to cancel the show. Calums been a little weird lately I think its cause hes mad at Sadie but wont tell her or talk about it. Hes suppose to be married right now but isent cause of her school work.

"Angel have you talked to Sadie lately are her and cal okay" I ask her"I spoke to her a few days ago and as far as I know thier fine. I think Calum really misses her its gotta suck being surrounded by lovey dovey couples and have yours be half way around the world" she replies. "Yeah i feel bad I mean Luke Ash an I have you girls with us constantly" i say. "You cant tell Ash this but Lucy wants to home and leave Carmen with Ash"  Angel says.

My eyes go wide"shut the fuck up no fucking way why" I said suprised. "She feels homesick and not needed I mean Ashton does everything for Carmen. She feels useless her and Ash havent had sex in like a month I mean he still kisses her and stuff but like shes been needing some action". I chuckle at that"Ash is too good he loves Carmen so much but he dosent realize what its doing to Lucy. We should babysit Carmen tonight let them have an evening out " I suggest.

"That's a brilliant idea Mikey" angel smiles and kisses my cheek "man I love fried chicken" I comment"I just love food" Angel laughs. We head back and go to soundcheck"Ash mate walk with me" I smile. "Whats up" he giggles" whats up is Lucy told Angel who told me that you guys havent done it in a while. Lucy misses you man you spend so much time with carmen she feels useless. Lucy wants to go home" I told him. Ashton sighs"I know I know all this Lucy and I shes just been really distant lately and idk why she told me she needs to figure something out so shes going home" he replied.

I saw tears fall down his cheeks"I just love her so much its killing me Mikey. I cant help her she wont let me in I dont know whats wrong ive been spending less time with Carmen Luke and Cal have been watching her loads. Somethings wrong its killing me that she wont tell me" Ashton cries I hug him tight."Its gonna be okay Ash she'll tell you when she's ready keep loving her and dont forget about her shell come around. You two have one of the best relationships ive ever seen" I tell him.

I wipe his tears and we go on the stage"thanks Michael" he smiles Ash dosent deserve this. Before we know it soundcheck is over "Cates we need to talk" I tell her she nods. We go outside" im assuming you know about Ash and Lucy's troubles" I start"it breaks my heart" Cates told me soft. "It breaks mine too Cates do you know why Lucy's been shutting him out" I question her. "I do Lucy did something bad she met this guy they started talking as friends of course. One day they hung out and um he kissed her she dident pull back" Cates told me.

"Lucy cheated" I half shout"yes she did and she feels horrible but she just felt so lonely and Ash was so busy with Carmen. Ashtons been driving her away in the past two weeks hes been giving carmen to Cal or Luke while they go out. Lucy feels so bad she dosent know how to tell him cause hell be so hurt at her and himself. " Cates finishes"we have to do something I just I cant believe it" I run my hand through my hair"im thinking about telling Ash after Lucy leaves tomorrow. That way he can have time to be angry and forgive her" she said.

"I think we should ill do it with you I mean this is serious to be honest I think if we sit down and explain everything to him hell take it better" I reply. "Okay sounds like a plan " Cates smiles I hug her and kiss her cheek"does Luke know" I ask"yeah I told him last night. He suggested I tell Ash after she leaves" she relplied. "Hey you I missed you " Angel greets me with a big hug "I love you so fucking much" I pepper her face with many kisses."Mikey stopppy" she blushes and giggles"your too cute" I mutter kissing her lips.

I told Angel everything later on seeing as I couldent sleep. "Oh my god this is so horrible" she whispers"I know it is I guess even the best reletionships go through tough times" I say. "Yeah but theyve already been through so much with Carmen ". I play with Angels her"I know and now this im a little worried about them" I confess. "Same here but theyll be okay its lushton" I kiss Angel a few times"we should probably sleep at somepoint" she giggles. "Sleep is for the weak" we both laugh.

"Can you guys shut up some of us actually are trying to sleep "Luke said annoyed. "Night Angel I love you" "goodnight I love you too Mikey". In the morning Ash woke us up at 8am "breakfast is on the table weve got an interview with sirius xm in 2 hours" he says chipper. "Five more minutes" I reply "okay but just five" he laughs"Michael its been five minutes" Ash told me. Angel and I get up "your a wonderful human being Ashton" i compliment.

"After we get ready were gonna tell him" Cates whispers to me. I nod Luke and Cal do the dishes while the rest of us get ready"Ash we gotta talk" Cates told him. "What is it now" he laughs "you might wanna sit down man" I said. "Ash luc has been distant lately because about a month ago she met a guy and became friends with him. He cameover one day and um he kissed her and she dident pull away. You have to know she feels aweful about it but shes just been so lonely. She misses you you were spending so much time with Carmen" Cates said.

Ashton looked speechless"Lucy kissed someone else and its my fault" he cried out. Tears streamed down his face"Ash" I say softly"no just dont what have I done I drove her away. I drove the most important thing away" he cried and stormed off"Ashton wait" Cates follows him."STOP YOU KNEW FOR A WHOLE MONTH AND YOU DIDENT TELL ME SOME FRIEND YOU ARE. I CANT BELIEVE YOU" he shouts at her"dont fucking talk to me I'm so pissed off at you" he storms off. "Cates hes just mad he dident mean it" I comfort she was crying a bit. "I heard yelling whats wrong" Luke asked concerned"Catekins hey what happened" he hugs her tight.

"Mikey fill me in please" Luke asks so I do"we gotta a show tonight. We have to find him" Luke says"Calum should go cause if I go ill end up saying things I regret" he adds" cal and I will go track him down you stay with Cates" I sigh. We found Ashton in a cafe sipping a coffee"Ash mate come back we have stuff to do today" Calum said soft."I cant I just want to stay here im the worst husband ever and now ive yelled at one of my best friends" he vents. "Ash mate itll be ok talk to lucy apologize to cates you will fix this" I encourage ash lets out a amall giggle. Calum pulls him in for a hug"alright lets go back im still upset at Cates though" he says. "Understandable she did hide this from you" I say.