IM ALWAYS BESIDE YOU

FAR AWAY

LUCYS POV
July 24th today marks 12 days i dont get it theres gotta be more than just blood loss. even if it was just that she should be recovered by now ugh its so frustrating. Its 6am right now im awake because i had a shitty nights sleep might as well get up. I kiss ashs cheek and head to the shower once im done i throw up and brush my teeth. im in my closet trying to find something to wear i find a bra underwear and jeans now just a shirt.

I find ashtons strokes t shirt he used to wear and put that on i go to carmens room"mumma" she smiles and giggles. "hey Carmen lets you breakfast" i pick her up and take her downstairs i hear the shower running so ash much be awake. "Carmen what do you want for breakfast" i ask"waffas" she replies happy"alright waffles it is then cutie" i kiss her nose. i start making the batter im just over 2 months pregnant i hope its a boy but id be fine with another girl. ashton and i are better than ever ive finally stopped being mad and jealous because Carmen loves me too.

She just has a special bond with ash and thats perfectly fine "mumma i wobe yous" Carmen tells me. "love you too sweetie" i say i pour batter into the maker"good morning irwins" ash greets us chipper"Carmen my little princess" ash tickles her and kisses her forehead. "baby irwin yet to be named" he laughs and kisses my stomach 2 times"Mrs Irwin my beautiful wife" he kisses me a few times. "here let me take over your pregnant" ash offers"no ash you do so much too much. Let me this one time" i plead.

"okay" he smiles and sits next to Carmen i can feel ashtons eyes on me i turn around to find him smiling big at me. "can i help you ash" i chuckle"nothing just continue cooking you look hott in the kitchen" he giggles and blushes. "youre such a cutie" i reply "daddy hungry" Carmen demands"i know princess mummas cooking" ash tells her calm. a few minutes later things were finished i cut up one and gave it Carmen"thanks mumma" she giggles"welcome sweetie" i kiss her cheek.

i put some on a plate for ashton and get myself some too"ash what are you doing on your phone" i ask"making up our to do list today. It involves cleaning packing and double checking" he replies"cmon ashton do we have to do those why cant we have fun" i pout. "because lucy we have things to do" he told me stern"okay but what about after" i say chipper he sighs. "maybe if these things dont take all day" ash gives me a look"why are you so grumpy" i question.

"im not grumpy luc see happy ash" he smiles i laugh and roll my eyes"so ill clean up downstairs with Carmen if you do the main floor. We can tag team in the bedrooms and ill do the bathrooms while im doing those you can pack. I printed off a list its on the dresser" ashton explains"sounds like a plan ill go and start " ash kisses me a few times and i go. Better start with the living room ugh its so messy i fold all the blankets put the pillows back and vacuum the carpet. Next i dust and clean all the furnishings"damn that took me 45 minutes just kill me now" i complain.

Hmmm ive been cleaning for 45 minutes i deserve a break i head down to find Carmen in her swing with toys. ashtons cleaning up his drums"done already Lucy wow im impressed" he laughs. "i just came down for a little break since ive been been cleaning for so long" i say. "well those rooms arent going to clean themselves so up and at em punk" ash replies. " finnneeeee but i wont like it" i mumble"hey dont give me attitude" ash sasses and giggles Fuuuckk hes so hott why did i marry someone so good looking.

I have to do the kitchen now which sucks ass"this is gonna take me forever" i whine. About 30 minutes later ashton comes up"downstairs finished" he tells me"ill go start on carmens room" ash smiles and giggles. fuck ashton and his ability to clean things fast. After another half hour im finally onto the last thing in the kitchen the cup cupboard"welp her rooms finished and Carmen fell asleep" ash tells me. "oh perfect lift me up so i can reach the top shelf" i pout"sure thing mrs irwin" he kisses my cheek.

Ashton puts me on his shoulders"thanks ash you can set me down im finally done. We can start on our room" i say trying to be chipper"no i know how much you hate cleaning. go take a break watch tv or something" he suggests"awww thanks ash" i beam he blushes"you should take a break too daddy" i whisper in his ear. "and what should daddy do on break" he smirks"daddy should do what they do best" i tease"which is" ashes voice is low.

hes so getting turned on right now i look into his eyes and am met with lust i slowly lean in and brush his lips. Then i back away"they clean best" i wink and walk off ashton pulls me back"oh teasing huh what a naughty girl" ash murmurs onto my lips. oh man hes so hott right now ashton looks at me lustfully pulls me closer and almost kisses me" too bad bad girls dont get anything" he adds. hell no did he just he totally did"ashtoonnn" i pout"two can play mrs irwin always remember" he chuckles.

"youre in my t shirt" he comments"yeah i am and no im not taking it off" i tell him. ash walks over and starts kissing me hard i kiss him back all the same"my lucy so hott" ash says and kisses me again. "i need you mrs irwin" his voice grumbles"im all yours ash" i say sweetly he carries me bridal style to our bedroom"good think we haven't cleaned this yet. Its about to get real messy" he says setting me down on the bed ash attacks my neck with kisses he lightly bites it. shit im going to have hickys now i bet "my lucy i love you so much " ashton tells me"ash dont talk just fuck me hard" i tell him"dont swear" he whispers. 

" damn ash youre so good to me so so good" i murmer in his chest "its been over an hour and carmen hasent woken up im impressed" he comments" okay we should probably finish cleaning" he adds"no ash stay with me cuddle me baby" i pout. "five more minutes and then we have to clean our room okay" ash giggles and looks down at me"hmmmm"was all i said. i run my hand down ashtons chest he strokes my arm"youre gonna put me to sleep im so relaxed" i mumble."you know what its okay you sleep ill clean and when carmen wakes up ill attend to her as well"ash says "thanks ash i love you youre the best" i smile up at him he kisses me a few times before getting up. "this time this place misused misplaced" ash sings to me. 

im already drifting off to sleep"too long too late who was i to make you wait" he continues. That was also the last thing i heard before i drifted off to sleep. "mummy mummy wake upty" a voice calls"carmen lucia i told you to leave your mum alone. i told you to let mummy sleep shes waking up so go downstairs and wait for me" another voice says in a scolding tone."my lucy so beautiful so peaceful sleep now" ash sighs i smile slightly ash kisses my cheek then leaves.

"lucy you have to wake up now its dinner time" i stir in my sleep a bit i dont want to get up"lucy" the voice chuckles" cmon i made your favorite" a voice coos it must be ash. " lucy its 6pm youve been asleep for hours youre probably hungry if youre still sleepy i promise ill let you sleep more" ash giggles. i groan"i cant move" i whine"youre so difficult" ash shakes his head and laughs more''i guess ill get up'' i say.