IM ALWAYS BESIDE YOU

WITH OR WITHOUT YOU

ANGELS POV

We leave in two days yesterday was sadies gradustion which was super exciting. Mikeys almost as bad as luke when it comes to cates we see her every day and take the baby for a couple hours so luke can sleep. sydneys just the best though i hope cates wakes up soon michaels okay he dosent cry anymore hes just worried and trying to be hopeful. He misses her i mean shes one of his best friends there always together theyve had so many memories i miss her too.

Michael and i havent left the house hardly in these past 10 days. Usually hell wanna do stuff after 3 or 4 days of being cooped up but all he does is binge watch his favorite shows and movies. He plays a lot of games too it worries me a little he dosent wanna talk about his feelings probably cause hell break down. Its about 11am right now and hes still in bed usually hes awake by now i should go get groceries. If hes not awake when i get back i will wake him up which i hate doing he hates it when people wake him up hed rather wake up naturally.

I run into a few fans in the store the fans are so broken up because of whats going on. Theyre happy about sydney sad about cates it takes me a whole hour to get all the stuff we need. Im home now and michaels not downstaires which im sad about i really thought hed be awake by now i was gonna have him put away the groceries. He always does that he usually does the shopping with me too my poor mikey hes dying on the inside.

i sit on the counter and take a selfie.

@angelclifford sitting on the counter waiting for michael to get up.

@angelclifford im worried about mikey guys......We havent left the house in ten days. Thats a long time even for him.

@angelclifford i dont know what to do help me Please. Maybe you guys could tweet him a bunch of memes since i cant seem to cheer him up.

@angelclifford @michael5SOS I LOVE YOU YOU SCRUFFY MAN. Wake the fuck up so i can kiss your face. YOUR SO HANDSOME. LET ME SHOWER YOU WITH LOVE.

loads of fans starts sending him memes and loving messages. I sit down and play some pokemon on my ds"you little bitch you think you can beat me" i smack talk. i win my battle and evolve my eevee its 1 30 maybe i should wake Michael up. I go upstaires and open our door hes sleeping on his stomach breathing heavely. i shake him a bunch"mikey get up its the after noon" i say he kinda stirs but hes stil asleep so i jump on him. "puhlease wake up im so bored" i half shout he just groans i sigh and place kisses on his neck"michael gordan clifford get up" i hit him a few times. "go away" he mumbles"but mikey its the afternoon" i whine"no let me sleep" he grumbles.

I get off him"come on lets go do something adventurous weve been cooped up for so long. Im so stir crazy" i say frustrated"no sleep" he says voice harder"i dont wanna fight with you right now so im gonna leave and cool off before i get mad" i state and leave. i need to drink a lot i walk to the nearest bar"give me 5 shots of vokda tonic hard" i ask the bartender. "musteve been a bad day" he comments"kinda husbands just making me mad" i chuckle and take the shots. im a little tipsy"five more please" i say giggling i dounce those so fast im sooooo drunk.

"hey hottie over there come kiss me" i say giggling"no thanks crazy" he chuckles. "HEY WERE TAKING ON THE WERRRLLLLD" I sing shout"hey cutie wanna be unpredictable with me" i giggle"what kind of unpredictable" "the kind wera fuck ya endlesssly'" i slur. "maybe someother day youre pretty hot" i giggle and blush"but your also wasted" He says. "heres mah digits call meh" i stumble off i should go home i think its this way my phone rings i dont look to see who it is.

"helllloooii frrommmm the ottteerrr siideer" i answer laughing"oh my fucking god your drunk arent you" the voice says. Its kinda mad"why you upset" i slur"cause you left you dident tell me where your going and now your drunk. Im coming to get you angel baby" it says"listen person i dont need ta be picked up" i sass. "first its michael second you do" he says"my husbands name is michael" i state giggling. "i forgot you can he such dumb blonde when your drunk tell me where you are now" mikey said angry.

"im on my way home to my husband michael" i giggle and blush"alright thats a good enough answer" he grumbles and hangs up. I keep walking home a car stops and mikey gets out"michael clifford" i grin"hey princess" he sighs kissing my forehead. He leads me to the car and we go home"are you are angry with me" i say and giggle" a little" he mutters. Michael gets me water"just calm down baby we need to talk but when your sober" he says softly.

"you may be mad at me but i be mad at you" i tell him" i know mrs clifford but drink your water" he replies chuckling. After a few more glasses i was sober "angel you cant go on twitter rants about me like that i know your upset but people are gonna see that. Paps can twist those around and rumours can start you also cant get drunk in the daytime and not tell me. I was worried when i woke up an you werent there" michael scolds. "im sorry mikey i just wasent in the mood to fight you so i got drunk instead" i apologize.

"id rather you fight with me than be wondering the streets drunk and alone" he tells me. "also you sounded like a total fangirl in your last tweet" he chuckles"im your biggest fangirl" i reply smiling. "it bothers me though that you dont think you cheer me up seeing your face cheers me up. Im sorry ive been in depressed mode but we should do stuff outdoor stuff." michael vents i walk over and sit on his lap he wraps his arms around my waist i rest my head on his chest.

"i would like to do outdoor stuff after i kiss your face" i state"not if i kiss yours first" he peppers my face with kisses. "i love you angel caroline clifford" he tells me"i love you michael gordon clifford" i kiss his cheeks. "so what outdoor stuff do you wanna do today" he asks"hmmm i just want to be outdoors" i state." we can go on a cute cheesy walk and take lots of ridiculas cheesy selfies" mikey smirks. "yessss lets do it" i tell him michael kisses my head "i havent had any lip kisses" i mutter"lets fix that" he replies pressing his lips to mine.

it was a passionate yet rough kiss"we could just not go outside and have sex instead" mikey says"or we could find a new public place we havent done it" i tease him. "oh my god youre so dirty like me i love you so much" he winks"i love you too" we finally leave the house"outside" i shout. "it feels good to be out here" michael comments"trust me michael cates wouldent want you to be sulking shed want you to be outside" i state. "she would its just hard i promise no more depressed mikey and no more sleeping in past noon" he kisses my cheek.