IM ALWAYS BESIDE YOU

I MUST KNOW

MICHAELS POV
"CATIE MARIE HEMMINGS YOU TELL ME RIGHT NOW WHAT THE GENDER IS" I shout playfully at cates. I have her on Skype right now"michael that wouldn't be fair" she sighs"but I'm your bestie. We play video games together we have movie marathons we do everything together I helped you pick out your wedding dress. I cried the most on your wedding I'm even letting you keep your dream names. If its a boy your using my middle name I'm going to be the god father I should know" I grin at her.

"No luke and I agreed to tell you all together in person" she says laughing"PUHHHHLEASSSEEEE" I exclaim pouting. "Ugh your so annoying fine I'll tell you but you can't tell anyone not even angel" cates looks at me. "Thank you I must know before anyone and I promise I'll act surprised" I state laughing. "Okay fine its going to be Emma Liz hemmings its a girl were having a girl" she says I'm so happy. I feel some tears slip"oh my god your having a girl a little niece luke must be thrilled he wants a daughter so bad" I say.

"Awww mikey you're crying" she coos"these are punk rocks tears" I sass"whatever you're a softie and we all know it" cates says. "Seriously I can't believe it Im so happy for you guys I'm gonna be a way better uncle to your kid than I am to ash's" I shout. "Shit angels back love ya best friend" "love you too mikey" she hangs up I set my phone down and hug angel smiling so big"why are you smiling" she chuckles. "Because you entered the room" I reply"aww that's cute but what's the real answer" angel smirks.

"You're my wife and I love you" I say laughing she giggles and shakes her head. "That's not it come on mikey what did cates tell you" she pushes"I can't tell you" I kiss her temple"why not" she pouts"because I'm technically not suppose to know. But I had to know so I convinced her to tell me something" I reply vague"oh my god michael you HAVE to tell me the gender. You got her to tell you please I have to know" angel states "no I can't" I kiss her nose"fine ill wait" angel sits on my lap.

We play video games til we gotta go to the show were in santiago Chile tonight. Only two more days til cates comes back this whole thing with luke has mostly blown over he doesn't really get asked about it anymore. Angel dident wanna come said something about period cramps so she's gonna stay at the hotel tonight which I understand"feel better Mrs Clifford" I kiss her lips a few times"I'll bring back some chocolate I love you" "love you too mikey" she says. I walk in to the backstage room still so happy "what's got you so happy" calum questions.

"Nothing" I look over at luke and smile big at him he stares for a bit confused"cant a guy be happy and smiley for no reason" I chuckle"not when its you seriously what's up" ash giggles. "I'm just excited for the show" I keep staring at luke he's been staring at me confused this whole time. "Why do you keep looking at luke" Sadie asks"can I guy share at his best friend without being questioned damn" I state. "Not when that someone is you seriously why are you looking at me" luke replies.

"Oh my god wait she told you didn't she I knew she would" he mumbles annoyed. "Tell me what I don't know anything what thing could she have told me" I respond. "You know the big thing you know don't you" luke states looking at me"maybe I do maybe I don't" I sass smiling still. "Michael stop being weird we got a show in 15 minutes" ash scolds"if this is some play to get me to tell you its not gonna work I know how bad you wanna know" luke says chuckling.

"This is so interesting" calum chimes" you bathroom now" luke says so we go in there. "She told you the sex of the baby you got her to crack dident you" he sighs. "I did I can't believe its a girl its exactly what you wanted Emma Liz hemmings" I whisper hugging him"congrats" I say. "Thanks Michael I know your gonna be a better uncle to our kid than ash's she always tells you" we both laugh and head out. All eyes were on us"nothing to see her let's go on with the show" luke said awkward.

I pick up angels chocolate then head back to the hotel where I find angel on  the bed in my t shirt"hey Mrs Clifford missed you st the show but eres your chocolate" I say giving her a bag. "You're the best mikey" she says kissing me we lay in bed and feed each other chocolate its a good life"hey michael I'm not really on my period" angel tells me"if you wanted it you could have just said so" I joke. "Michael I didn't have my period at all last month" she says I drop the chocolate I was holding my palms become sweaty and shaky.

"You didn't have a period last month" I finally breath out after several minutes"no I didn't and today I took a pregnancy test while you were at the show. I know that you're really scared right now but its going to be okay" angel says"angel I'm gonna piss myself just tell me are you are its what happening to luke also going to happen to me" I say freaking out. "Yes michael I'm pregnant your going to be a father" angel says smiling"ummm okay" I say"that's it just okay" she replies chuckling.

"I need to pee" I say leaving" michael don't panic you knew this would happen" I tell myself. "Stop sweating stop shaking your going to be a great father " I say in the mirror I just repeat those words I'm gonna be a father"michael Clifford are you doing alright" angel knocks on the door. "Yes I'm just trying to stop sweating buckets and shaking" I reply washing my hands angel comes in. "How are you emotionally" she questions chuckling and then I lost it I broke down in tears"I'm so scared but I'm really really really happy because I'm having a baby with you" I state.

"Just breathe michael breathe" she comforts I hug her right" if its a boy were naming it Michael and if its a girl were naming it michaela" I state"okay sure whatever will make you stop shaking" angel chuckles. I kiss her face everywhere"I love you angel Caroline Clifford and despite everything I'll be a good dad as long as its a girl I don't want a boy. Boys are terrifying" I mumble burying my face in her neck"wow you took this so much better than I thought"  angel teases.

I pull back and wipe my face"how'd you think I was gonna take it" I wonder. "I was prepared for you leaving for a couple hours possibly yelling then when you got back you'd have a nervous emotional breakdown like you had. Then after that you'd be really happy but you skipped the leaving and went straight to the breakdown I'm so proud of you" angel says we both laugh. I kiss her a bunch more"can we finish eating the chocolate also can we get pizza" "yes and do you even have to ask" she replies smiling.