IM ALWAYS BESIDE YOU

SICK

LUCY
Im hit with a double whammy im on my period still and now today i feel awful. I woke up and puked dident even make it to the bathroom."Lucy whats wrong" said a worried Ashton"oh gosh lucy it smells so bad" he giggles. Ash leaves to get a towel and cleaner"you stay in bed ill make you some toast and tea" he smiles at me. "Thanks ash i love you" i chuckle he places a bucket beside me "incase you blow some chunks again " he laughs so do i. "What about Carmen" i ask"im super dad i can take care of you both" ash giggles.

I sigh ash kisses my forehead"ill be back" he told me. Ash came back five minutes later with some toast tea a flower and a giant smile. "Youre the sweetest" i say "anything for you carmens doing fine got her in her play pen. I love you eat then rest up holler if you need anything" ash kissed me a few times. "I love you more" i mutter on his lips"not possible" he giggles and leaves i went back asleep for a couple more hours.

When i woke up i felt sick again i puked into the bucket but a little bit got on my blanket. "Ash" i call "coming" he replies"i threw up again it got on the blanket a bit" i pout. "Awww im sorry baby ill put in this in the wash and grab you another one" ash says chipper. "You really must be sick" he comments"its no fun i dont wanna be sick" i complain"itll all be okay. Here i got a walk to remember ill put it on then make you a sandwhich" he laughs"thanks ash i dont know what id do without you".

Ash giggles again and dissappears i make my way to the bathroom. I open my cabniet to find i only have one tampon left. Guess ill have to send ash to the store im so lucky Ashtons not weird about periods hes ok with buying me pads and tampons. Cates always tells me how to this day luke still feels awkward and is confused cause theres so many. "Heres you're sandwhich and some water need anything else" ashton kisses my forehead. "Tampons i only have one left" i sigh"no problem ill take carmen with me"he smiles.

I kiss him for a good while"aww shucks Lucy what was that for" he giggles and blushes. "For being ash" i reply smiling"i love you mrs irwin feel better ill be back soon" ash tells me kissing me one more time. Ashton really is the best im so lucky i picked out a good one the best one.

@lucyirwin feeling super sick today. Keep puking :( luckily @ashton5SOS is there to make me better. #ashisthebest

@lucyirwin ash is attending to my every need but also taking care of carmen. #superdad #smash

@ashton5SOS @lucyirwin i loveee you 💗💗.

I made it downstairs with my bucket and comforter i was at the part in a walk to remember when Jamie is helping landon with his work. This movie makes me cry every time my phone rang it was Cates which was weird i woulda thought she was too busy grieving to call me. "Hey cates" i greet"hey luc how you feeling"she asks"better every minute you" "im ok excited for saturday. Luke and i got my mum cremated today" she told me"good for you im so proud of you"i smile.

"Thanks let me know if you need anything or if ash wants a break he can chill with Luke. Ill come take care of you" cates offers i chuckle"are you fed up with luke"i question" a little. He keeps making annoying noises and whining about nothing" she told me. "Im sorry and thats Luke every day" i joke"it really fucking is"she said annoyed"welp im gonna go. I love you bestie" "yeah yeah love you too bye" we hung up ashton came in with a sleeping Carmen. A few minutes later he came down and sat next to me.

"You made it down the stairs it's a miracle" he exclaims laughing i roll my eyes. "Ash can you" i start but he cuts me off"way ahead of you heres a tampon" he smiles"it is possible to love you more" i state. I go to the bathroom and when i come out i sit on ashs lap"he fell in love with her" ash cried out. "I hate this movie so much" he blubbers holding me tighter"heres a tissue and were not even to the sad part"i say.

Ash is so sensitive he alwys cries at movies i only cry at this one i dident cry at the fault in our stars. Dident cry at paper towns if i stay titanic the notebook and all those others types of movies. Its what i love about ash hes not afraid to let his femine side show my tears start when she tells him she has cancer. Ashtons tears got worse and one trickled down from my cheek i quickly wiped it then handed ash another tissue. "Its just so sad shes only a teen whyd it have to be her" ash says.

"Shh its okay ash dont cry its just a movie a very sad movie but it was her time" i kiss his cheek. "Ashton Fletcher Irwin you are the most adorable human being i have ever encountered" i say. That just made him cry more" dear lord"i mumble" i love you lucy marisa irwin" he replies giggling. By the end of the movie he was a mess i needed a tissue"if you leave me due to cancer i wont be able to make it" ash told me random. "I promise i wont get cancer" i chuckle "good now are you feeling better" "yeah i am" i reply.

Ashton had finally calmed down"so cates called me today she seems better" i commemt. "Yeah luke tells me that every day she cries a little less" he giggles"i just wish it wasent her. I mean she married luke thats a challenge within itsself" he jokes i laugh"no kidding" i agree. "In two days well all meet on the beach and say goodbye" he sighs and kisses my cheeks multiple times. "Ash you're my ash" i cuddle into him he giggles"you're my lucy" he kissed my forehead.

"Were better than we were we got good at this whole parenting thing"ash notes"we sure did. Thank you for staying" "of course lucy when i married you I married you for all of it. I want everything with you" he smiles i turn my head to kiss him ashton deepens the kiss and lays us down. "How much better are you feeling" he mutters "a super amount but my vaginas bleeding remember". "I know dosent mean we cant make out" he smirks i kiss him again. I have so much love for ashton hes my world and right now everything was perfect.

I tug at the hem of his shirt"damn ash youre sexy" i compliment"if mine comes off so does yours" he giggles removing mine. It was pretty heated now not gonna lie ash starts kisssing my neck "youre kinda hott" he winks i smile. "We better stop before i get more turned on" ash says sadly "nooooo keep kissing me" i pout looking at him. He looks at me stern"noooo dont give me that look" i whine"ash please" i beg he puts his t shirt over my head. "Whyd you do that" i ask confused"as a compromise".

"Ill let you wear my shirt and ill kiss you for one more minute then we have to to back to cuddling" he explains."Fine only because i never get to wear your t shirts" i respond connecting our lips once again. "I love you so damn much lucy" he kisses me one more time i sit up"i love you too so damn much ashton". We spent the rest of the day on the couch watching movies and tv ash made chicken brocolli and cauliflower for dinner. Carmen sat on the floor and played with her toys shes a fairly calm baby.

Carmen looks like both of us but has the personality of ashton shes always happy. Always laughing and smiling loves other children loves to be around people. Gets grumpy when hungry and loves to give hugs and kisses my little girl so precious. "Lucy its almost 8 30 you were sick for a better part of the day off to bed with you" ash orders. I put my arms out"carry me" i say"only cause i love you" ash laughs picking me up. "Goodnight lucy marisa irwin i love you" "night i love you ashton fletcher irwin"i smile as ash pulls me closer to him.