IM ALWAYS BESIDE YOU

NOT AGAIN

LUCYS POV
I threw up this morning and yesterday morning I'm starting to get a bit worried. I might be pregnant again I've been eating a lot and I've had a small weight gain. Fuck fuck fuuucckkkk I thought I'm not ready for more kids. At least with two kids they'll be one for each of us I won't get so jealous do I tell ash do I wait til I know for sure do I curl up in a ball and die. So many thoughts I have to tell ash hell be so fucking estactic we both want a large family.

The boys are at soundcheck right now but its almost over ughhhh fuck my life. "Lucy you alright babes"cates asks"NO IM NOT FUCKING ALRIGHT" I shout storming off. I go to the nearest gas station to buy a pregnancy test I walk back feeling anxious and nervous. "Lucy whats the matter with you cates said you just stormed off after you yelled at her" ash said concerned. "Come with me" I whisper taking him into the bathroom"I left to go buy this I think I might be pregnant ash" I tell him softly.

"I'll be okay either way I mean I'd love another baby but I know you ideally want to wait another year" ash says. I pee once ive washed my hands ash hugs me"its going to be okay lucy. No need to freak out" ash comforts how the fuck did I get so lucky I take Ashton for granted sometimes. In all reality I'd be fucking dead without him the timer beeps"I think you should look this time Ashton. I found out first last time" I smile ash giggles"okay here goes oh my god babe its positive" he exclaims.

Ashton gives me a ton of kisses and hugs me while jumping up and down"WERE GONNA BE PARENTTS AGAIN" CARMENS GONNA BE A BIG SISTER" he shouts. Ash also cries tears of joy"this is one of the happiest days ever" he hugs me one more time before we go out. "you guys are pregnant again that's amazing" cates says we all do a big group hug"hopefully this baby won't come 3 months early" I chuckle. "I hope its a boy" I add"me too" ash agrees"can't wait to tell the fans let's make a Snapchat video" he states laughing.

"Hey guys ash here Lucy and I have some pretty BIG news" he says with so much excitement and happiness"ash and I are pregnant again. Carmen's going to have a sibling" I say smiling"anyways we love you so much and can't wait for this baby to be born" ash said and kisses my cheek to end the video. Within minutes #babyirwinnumber2 is trending on twitter we are getting so many lovely tweets.

@ashton5SOS I love you guys so much. Thanks for all the support you guys are the best. I'm so happy to share this moment with all of you.

@lucyirwin @ashton5SOS I agree with what he said.

"Lucy this is a big moment and you just reply to my tweet saying I agree with what he said. No I'm sorry I can't let you do this give me your phone" ash laughs but I know he's serious so I do.

@lucyirwin I want to say my personal thank you to you guys. You made this possible Im so grateful for you all. I love you too.

"Thanks ash" I kiss his cheeks"since you 3 are watching from the audience tonight you should take your seats. Its still an hour before so it won't be too crazy" ash tells us girls"also its gonna take 15 minutes just to walk there" he jokes. We all laugh cause its true"so true" cates said"good luck tonight ash I love you a whole lot" I hug and kiss him"love you more Mrs Irwin" he kisses me one more time. "Wait I should go pee" cates announces so we wait til she's done then we go"damn Lucy's pregnant with her second child our boys need to catch up" angel states cates and I laugh.

"I'm honestly not surprised ash wants a big family" cates replies we find our seats there in the front row. "I thought sadie would be next I know calum really wants children he's been dying to be a father" angel says. "Yeah but Sadie's so career orientated right now once she graduates at the end of next quarter shell want to start her job" I reply. "I miss her she's the brain of our group and she misses all the big moments" cates sighs"I know but then again out of all of us she dislikes touring the most" I reply.

Soon the place fills up we chat with the fans that are by us the one sitting by me is also named lucy. Her favorite member is luke"why is luke your favorite" I ask"he seems really nice he's awkward and shy but somehow still confident and he has kickass taste in music" she replies. "Now see you guys aren't around luke all the time and that boy is annoying as fuck sometimes" cates chimes we all laugh. "Luke is one of the nicest people I've ever met he'd do anything for anybody" I tell her.

"Ugh I have to pee" "cates there's fifteen minutes you won't make it back" angel shakes her head. "I will if luke carries me" she smiles"cates there's 15 minutes left I don't think he can. Probably doing preshow routines" I remind her she sighs"fuck I'm so screwed" she mutters "I can hold it" she adds."she can't hold it" I whisper to angel who laughs they open with out of my limit then they play a new one followed by girls talk boys. Cates looks like she's gonna explode"I cant handle it" she whisper shouts making her way through the row.

Cates trips on the leg of the last chair and falls down angel and I sprint over"god Catie hemmings your so clumsy" I tease. I look at luke who looks worried and concerned but is in the middle of singing his part for one of their new songs. "Shit cates your bleeding" angel says"its not my stomach is it" she panics fans are now starting to form around her bombarding her with questions. "No its your leg and your arm" I reply angel and I push through the fans to get backstage. I give luke a thumbs up  he relaxes and smiles again.

The medic attends to her scraps "before we continue on were gonna give luke a minute to go check on his wife. Anybody know any good jokes" ash tells the crowd giggling"is she okay are you okay babe its not the baby it is" luke freaks"I'm fine just some scraps and a big bruise" she chuckles. Luke pecks her lips and runs back on stage we head back to our seats"I still have to pee" she mutters we go back to our seats once she's done.

When the shows over we leave to go meet the boys"lucy" ash hugs me"how's my sweaty sexy drummer husband" I ask"wonderful now he's with you" ash replies chuckling. We left Carmen with one of the security guards"hey princess" ash cuddles her and tickles her making her laugh which makes ash laugh so I start laughing. "Let's go back to the bus" he put his free arm around my waist and kisses my cheek"I LOVE TOURING" he shouts"I ALSO LOVE BANGING MY WIFE LIKE DRUMS" he shouts"ash" I scold. "I'm sorry I'm so hyped up" he giggles.

"Actually speaking of banging my wife like drums I'd like to do that" he whispers. "Okay but we have to wait til everyone goes to sleep and we need to be quiet I'm talking about you Mr giggles" I say firm. "Maybe you should duct tape my mouth shut" he suggests "should we add duct tape to your list of kinks" I wink. "Maybe" he replies we put Carmen to bed.