IM ALWAYS BESIDE YOU

GIVE IT UP

ANGELS POV
its so hard to give it all up I've had a lot of fun the past 4 years of my life but I don't need modeling anymore. I will miss is but its time so next week I will walk my final show attend my last photoshoot and shoot my last ad. Carmens birthday is so soon now just two days away can't believe a years gone by so fast. I have Mikey I don't need to party or model I just need him  I gave up everything for Michael but I'm okay with that.

Michael is a wonderful kitten I'm so lucky he loves me he tells me all the time I'm still way out of his league. He's actually gone right now which is weird michael rarely ever leaves the house. I decide to call him" THE SONGS ON THE RADIO ARE OK BUT MY TASTE IN MUSIC IS YOUR FACE OH HEY ANGEL BABY" he sings."Mikey your insane" I giggle" is that why you called to make fun of me how rude" he jokes"no I called to ask where you at" "I can't say" he replies.

"Why not" I question" cause its a surprise gotta go" he hangs up I'm so confused but whatever. I get a call from my agent "hey angel darling you can't give up your career for a boy I have so many people who want you. Please angel Caroline Clifford reconsider" she says"I can't I'm sorry Michael and I both think this is what's best for us" I tell her. "Fine I scheduled you an interview with daybreak for tomorrow morning you'll tell them about your final week of modeling" she sighs."great awesome thank you so much for everything I love you so much" I tell her.

"I know have a wonderful life Michael you deserve it make lots of adorable children" she laughs"oh we will by" I hang up. I have to give it up its the right thing to do I think about all my best loved memories all the parties I went too the drunken nights spent alone. Its all very bittersweet to me I feel tears fall down my face"angel close your eyes" a voice tells me"okay Mikey there closed" I reply. A few minutes later he said I could open them so I do.

In font of me was a giant boquet of white and pink roses. There was a Victoria's secret box some boxes from Candis and all my favorite candy around the table. I cried happy tears"oh my gosh I love you so so much what's this all for Michael" I coo hugging him."I just felt like surprising my gorgeous wife" he says"I love you so much more Mrs Clifford" he kisses my cheek. "Awww your so cute" I giggle and pull back so I can kiss Mikey a bunch"are you okay angel you were crying when I walked in" Michael asks.

He sits down on the couch and I sit on his lap"yeah I was just remembering all the fun times I've had. Its all bittersweet and tomorrow I have to go to this interview when I don't wanna cause I suck at these types of interviews." I complain I cuddle into Michael who plays with my hair" shhh shhhh stop look I'll go with you. Well do this together" Mikey smiles and kisses my forehead"thanks now what shall we do today" I mumble"nothing let's do nothing but sit here play video games and watch movies.

"Michael that's what we do every day" I laugh" yeah I know and it never gets old" he told me"true let's watch paranormal activity" I suggest"hmmm good choice. I'll make the popcorn" he kisses me a few times after the movie we go get lunch now were lying on the floor staring at the ceiling. "Hey mikey" I say"yes Mrs Clifford" "I love you" "love you more angel baby" he replies. I roll on top of him he puts his arms around me "hey beautiful wife" he smiles I press my lips to his for a little while.

Michael starts kissing my neck and lifting my shirt I lift his too"your way outta my league angel Clifford" he smirks. "You're way out of mine too michael clifford" I state"your boobs get more fantastic every time I see them" he says I can't help but laugh. We ended up having sex on the floor"why do we always end up having sex when were bored" I wonder"cause sex is fun" Mikey replies. "That it is" I cuddle into Mikey's side our door knocks "its probably our day with cates fucking luke you know he wasn't even mad at us just her" he says.

It is cates"hey guys can I chill with you I got lonely luke still won't talk to me. I don't get it its almost been a week tomorrows Carmen's birthday party if he shows up I'm gonna break down. How can he still be mad at me I really would have thought he'd come home by now" cates vents lying on the other side on michael. " I don't know cates we haven't talked to him since either listen maybe you should try calling Liz" I suggest. "I did that and he's been at Liz's all week she said for me not to come and she wasn't sure if he'd be there tomorrow" she replies.

"Look cates maybe you outta go over there and fucking make him talk to you. Force him to work through it with you" Mikey tells her"bad idea that'd make him more mad cause I didn't listen. Its so fucking hard though I miss him so much its killing me inside and outside I need him" "awww cates I'm sorry hey you wanna go on a thereputic shopping trip" I ask. "Yeah that sounds nice angel let's go" she smiles.

"He hasent even tweeted since that day the fans are worried about him" cates sighs."stop don't think about him right now focus on clothes focus on Carmen's birthday bash luke will come around soon hopefully" I comfort. We go into hot topic "hey Mrs hemmings Mrs Clifford" Shawn greets us. We may come into hot topic too much "hey Shawn got any new with confidence t shirts" I ask"you know what I do we just got a couple new ones in today. For you lovely girls I'll get them" he winks "sweet you're the best Shawn".

"Ahhh I love this black one I'm gonna get one for me and one for Mikey" I say"I like the white one so I'll get it for me" cates laughs. Next we head to rue 21 our favorite store we meet a couple of fans were currently taking photos with them."first we meet luke now were meeting his wife and angel this is the best week ever" one cheers excited. "You guys meet luke....." Cafes trails off"oh my gosh I'm so sorry I er forgot that things weren't ah the um best with you guys right now" she apologizes.

"No its fine can I ask where you met him" cates bits her lip"we met him at pizza hut. He was with Ben and jack he looked okay I guess but his bright blue eyes were sad and he seemed down he misses you we can tell. You guys can't get divorced I'd die of sadness" she vents"luke and I aren't gonna get a divorce thank you for updating me on him. I've been so worried about him" cates and I hug them then we leave.

We go back to mine to find michael on the couch he seemed a bit distressed" hey Mikey cliffy you okay" I ask."yeah its just luke stopped by he asked me about cates and he said that hell be there tomorrow he wanted me to tell you that he's ready to come home. He's not angry or upset anymore he's ready to talk he's really really sorry he made you wait so long and he's convinced your mad at him for leaving. That's why he had me tell you" michael told us cates broke down in tears"hey Mrs hemmings its okay" we both hug her tightly.