Pieces Of Time (5 Seconds Of Summer)

Nineteen-

No.

Everything felt so surreal, a complete blur. This wasn't happening. Things like this don't happen to people like us.

But it was.

Tears fell continuously down my face as I slid down the wall and buried my head in my lap.

How? Why?

How can someone who meant so much to you someone you'd do anything for be there with you everyday but gone the next?

If that driver hadn't been speeding, heck even if Aurora had stayed with me and hadn't gone up to run back to her place, or even if she'd gone that split second later none of this would've ever happened.

"Sir', I wiped my face as I looked up and seen a doctor standing above me, god knows how long I'd been here.

"Is anyone....anyone else in there?" I managed to get out, pointing towards Aurora's room,

"Her father is', he paused, "some nurses are with him".

Mrs. Tucker and her brothers, what if they didn't know yet?

I nodded, returning my gaze to the ground.

The doctor waited for a moment before walking back off.

I felt sick, sick all over.

Some how I managed to get back up, leaning on the wall to balance myself, wiping my face on my sleeve, I started to make my way towards the chair across from me when my stomach lurched.

before I knew it I found myself running towards the closest bin and emptying the entire contents of my stomach in it.

You see these scenes in movies and on tv, never did I once think that it would be me.

No one ever thinks that.

Taking deep breaths in I sat down on the chair and placed my face in my hands.

I didn't want to be here anymore.

"Michael, Michael", I woke to feel someone shaking my shoulder.

It was Mum.

Almost instantly my eyes began to fill with tears again, so did Mum's.

"Come here", she whispered, bringing me up and pulling me into a tight hug.

My breaths were short, and sharp gasps.

I could feel my hand on my back trying to calm me down but it wasn't working.

I couldn't fathom the fact she was gone. I was never going to be able to see her smile again. Hear her speak, talk to her, make her laugh, spend time with her, never going to see her again.

One of the most important people in my life was now gone, forever.