Can we do it all over again?

Tired of fights

Harry's POV.

It took at least 4 hours for me to bear the pain, I drank water, took pills did everything I can to ignore the pain and headache, why do I drink so much? I still remember how she use to take care of me every morning I slept drunk with her, she had everything planned since the night, what pills will she give me, everything.

Now she might not even know how hard it is for me to wake up alone after a drunk night, that's when it clicked me. I was mad at her that's why I spent the night getting drunk. That's why I got to the club and I don't remember anything else. Paul must have taken me back, I am so thankful. He always saves me.

She must be busy spending time with her CRUSH while here I am remembering our old days. Fuck. I at last decided to check my mobile phone.

There were so many missed calls that I didn't give a fuck, before I could throw my mobile back to bed, I saw her name, in received calls . SHE CALLED.? She never does, this friendship thing started and I use to be the one messaging her daily. SHE NEVER CALLS OR MESSAGES. It's in received, I must have talked, I tried my best to remember anything any word but nothing I was blank, focusing on the night only made the headache worse. What if she needed me and I was drunk to help? Why else will she call?

I called her instantly without thinking.

She received on the second bell.

"Hey" I started.

"What?" She snapped

Weird.

"Actually you called last night and I was kinda drunk, I don't remember a thing, did you need me or something?" I hope she did need me, she did want me to hug her till she sleeps.

"So you don't remember anything?"

"Nothing honestly" I kinda laughed at that.

"Not funny, how was your night spent th the girl you were choosing?" What?

"What?"

"Yes harry that's what you told me. You were searching for a girl to spend the night with, and now that shes gone you're calling me?" Even if I told her, how can she imagine me sleeping with anyone, and she thinks I already need her when I am alone?

"Taylor I wasn't with anyone, I woke up alone on this bed"

"Like I trust you after yesterday" fuck!

"THIS FUCKING WORD IS RUINING MY LIFE TAYLOR"

"Don't scream at me, Harry, I am literally tired. Lets finish it forever" she begged me.

"Finish what?"

"This break or friendship anything it is, these relations or love, or friendships are not our thing" she cried.

"But we were going great"

"Well maybe you are, but not me. Please don't try contact again, I beg of you." She hung up.

What did I do yesterday?

Taylor's POV.

A month passed, he didn't contact, I am not complaining because that's what I wanted. I am happy that he didn't try anymore. I wanted to finish it now, I was tired while revolving around "Trust issues". I avoid Ed, a lot. I remember when we use to spend time together, now it's been a week till our tour started, I just perform with him and that's it. I try to avoid him as much as I can at backstage. He just reminds me of Harry, everything about him, his jokes, words, stories everything. Every time he touched his mobile phone I feel like he must be texting Harry, it hurts and I miss him so avoiding is better.

I just finished today's show in St,Louis, the second show is tomorrow at the same centre. I was finding my way back to the bus when Ed grabbed my wrist from behind.

"Hey Taylor" he literally yelled while making me turn.

"Ed, it's hurting me" I said as everything is normal.

"What is wrong with you? Why do you ignore me?" He said while leaving my wrist.

"I didn't ignore you, what are you talking about" I tried to act normal.

"I never knew you have developed the habit of lying." He turned to walk away.

"Fine I do ignore" I couldn't lie and he turned back.

"Why just tell me why!!!" He yelled again, my crew was staring at me.

"Wanna join me in the bus?" I offered.

"My car..."

"I'll make someone drive it" I quickly gave an idea.

"Fine" he shrugged and we both went inside the tour bus.

There's no one else allowed in here nowadays, it's all for myself because I hate crying in front of anyone, and all I do here is cry.

"Yes you were suppose to tell me something" he said when he sat on my bed.

"Yea, I just I don't know honestly, I am so mean I am sorry" guilt filled inside me.

"So you the same fucking reason that I remind you of him?" He scoffed.

"Same?"

"Yea that jerk doesn't talk to me too. You people are mean, you broke up, no one shared with me what happened and I lost two of my best friends wow" he got up from the bed.

"Don't hate me" I begged getting up with him.

"I don't taylor, but this is stupid and childish."

"I..l I know" I whispered looking down.

"I will only stay if you promise to tell me what happened between you guys?" He asked and I nodded. We sat back on the bed.

"I told him never to contact me again"

"Seriously? He didn't say a word, he just said we finished things off and hung up and since then he never received my call, my best mate never replies me" he shook his head, I feel so bad, they were best friends.

"I am sorry Ed"

"Complete it taylor, why did you tell him that"

"He was in some club getting drunk while I was waiting for his text, he said he is searching a girl to spend the night with" the memories brought tears again to my eyes, it was the moment I thought we could work out when he did that AGAIN.

"Why would he do that? He was so happy about you trusting him?"

"I seriously have no idea, I don't know what happened suddenly, one day before he was all nice to me and suddenly he was talking about me having a crush on Mathew, I mean he believes tabloids? He was mocking me over that crush. I swear once I find out what article he read I might chop the head of the writer why can't they just let us be happy? Everything was about to work when he believed someone and then acted shit and look where we are now" I kept talking watching Eds expression changing with each word, he was worried really worried for us, I could see in his eyes how bad he feels about everything.

Ed's POV

I couldn't believe, my words made them come to this point, with every word I felt like killing myself, my two best friends broke up because of me, should I tell her the truth? I know I will lose her forever after this.

(A/n so here's the hint, in all this stories Ed and mathew are gonna play important roles :D causing a lot of drama :) so do vote and comment, I just love ed for being in between both of them he supports both I love him. Plus who is reading my Niall fanfic? It's not totally niall but its his love life and one directions life. I hope you enjoy that I am sure you will love it :D lets know each other better? I will ask a question in every chapter if people would like answering?)