Can we do it all over again?

Time passed

Taylor's POV.

Harry's eyes grew dark and wide, he couldn't utter a word, he nodded twice but no words, he was unaware that the person on the other side cannot see him.

Slowly his hand came to his lap, he looked at his mobile for some seconds before putting it back in pocket.

Rest all of us exchanged looks, thinking what the hell is wrong, Zayn gestured me to start.

"Harry?" I asked putting my hand on his hand.

"Louis stop the car" he muttered.

"What?" We all asked. At kind of the same time

"I SAID STOP THE FUCKING CAR" he screamed and louis pressed the breaks exact second.

We remained silent for him to speak.

"I am going home, ill take a taxi" he opened the car door.

"Harry styles!!" Louis called.

"Gemma fell, Gemma fell Louis. She needs me"

His reply left us all gasping, he was already out the car but no one spoke a word.

Until.

"Taylor just pray, she will be fine, I hope the baby remains too" I found Niall's hand rubbing my shoulder.

"He needs me, can I stay?" My voice was low.

"We have a concert Tay" Ed reminded.

"We are here for him do not worry" zayn said.

I was too shocked to reply.

Louis started the car again, the rest of the ride to the airport was quiet, but Niall's hand remained on my shoulder.

"We will miss you it was great" Louis hugged me.

"Don't worry about him, we will take care" it was Liam's turn for a hug.

I hugged zayn and Niall before getting in the plane and waited for Ed to say his goodbyes.

"You're gonna be fine taylor" Ed told me while taking a seat.

He was right, I was fine.

I reached America, no calls from him. I thought he must be busy for sometime, his family needs him but I was wrong, he was busy for a lot more than sometime.

At first two weeks, we had no contact. I would call, he won't receive or just reject. Ill text and of course no replies. I lost my patience in first three days and called Niall. He explained that Harry is living with his family, he comes to concerts, sing and go. He doesn't talk much or sometimes at all.

The third week was the time when I was tired of calling and texting with no response, so all I did was wait for him to continue ignoring me. It's not like I stopped calling instantly, I just couldn't do that, but the number of times I tried decreased.

Then it was another sleepless night, full of me writing songs. When my mobile rang and before even I could pick it up to see who is calling so late, I knew it's him.

Yea that's love. And it sucks.

"Hey" his voice left me shocked, not like it was change somehow but hearing it after about more than three weeks is a little overwhelming. I was relieved not because of just hearing his voice but that he remembers me. Then it hit me, he may be calling to end things up? Why else would he be calling.

"Hi"

"Are you okay baby?" The word baby made my eyes tear up, well okay hearing his voice after so long made me emotional, he was actually talking to me.

"Yea, why?" I wiped my tears, my voice maybe shaky but I won't let him see me cry.

"You didn't call since two days?"

I didn't have a response to that, so all my calls were just a confirmation for him that I am alive and good? That I still care?

"Oh" is all I could say

"Seriously you're okay right?"

"Yes harry, I am. I did call you yesterday, it's been one day only" I am sure, I know every time of the day I have tried to call him.

"It seemed longer" he sighed.

I didn't response

What do you response to a jerk who didn't reply back for three weeks and is suddenly showing his love and care?

"Baby?" He asked after a silence.

I didn't reply again. This time I could have said a simple "yea" but I didn't want to respond to this word that makes my heart race. H is using it to melt me and I won't let it happen.

Such an asshole.

"Taylor?" He asked again

"Yea?"

"Are you mad?" He whispered.

I laughed.

What else can I do?

"Why are you laughing?"

"What else should I do?" I asked rolling my eyes.

"I was busy, but I missed u every second" he confessed.

"Yea whatever, how's Gemma?"

"She is doing really better, we will be coming to America in some weeks baby. Can't wait to meet you honestly, she may come with me, I have applied her visa"

"Oh"

"Don't be so cold, I said I am sorry"

"It doesn't matter harry, your sorry or you ignoring me"

"You're really mad aren't you?"

What does he expect???

"Why won't I be? We are talking after like what?? A month?"

"I am sorry"

I didn't know what to reply after that but I couldn't stay away. I didn't ask for any reason for why he did that to me I just went like he wanted me to go with it, no questions asked.

He called me every night, I called him every morning. Things got better eventually.

It was not long before I was jumping in excitement that he would be in America today. That doesn't mean we will start living together, America is huge takes hours to travel but at least difference was less, time zone issues were less and I could actually go meet him in hours if I had a day off.

I was actually happy with my life, the tour, spending time with Ed and I use to at least meet harry once a week. Either he would come running for me or the other way round.

Another month passed and it was 5th of July. The date I wanted to be with him, real bad but our luck he had a packed schedule.

So I decided to call all my crew over. The day was spent great, I had the most fun in a month or two. It's not like I didn't miss him, I did. We talked on call and had a Skype session before everyone's arrival.

It was later the night when everyone was asleep in my Home, I told them to stay over but me and Scott, my dancer. Both were wide awake still too hyper to sleep.

I was busy texting Gemma on whatsapp sending her pictures from today, Harry and me were texting too but then he went for a bath half an hour ago. Gemma was in America too, I have met her once here, we were planning to meet this weekend again.

"This ones so sexy" was her reply on one of my pictures.

"That's when I slept, I am not even acting, I actually slept this way. Was too tired and maybe that's why I am still awake:p" I typed showing her a picture in which my head was resting on sleeping Scott, and his on my other friend.


"Awwww" she replied back.

Before I could type another reply, my mobile vibrated, a little longer indicating a call,
From Harry.


"Hey baby" I answered and gestured to Scott to give me a minute and I walked out in the kitchen for privacy.

"Whose the guy you're sleeping on?"

"What?" I tried to process his words.

"Yes taylor whose that guy you're sleeping on?"

"Scott, my dancer" I rolled my eyes, some times his over possessiveness gets me. I mean now my whole day of fun would be ruined by his anger.

"I don't know if you notice but I don't like the way he is fucking holding your ass"

"We were dancing!!!!" I protested.

"I don't care, you know it's not appropriate for me to take in, I love you taylor swift" his voice was calm.

"It wasn't meant for you to take in!! I sent those to Gemma anyway"

"Baby calm down, will you? I just didn't like it so wanted to tell you. It's up to you any.....,"

Before he could continue.....


"Tay do you have more wine?" Scott showed up in the kitchen.

"Whose that?" Harry's voice got alarming.

"Umm"

"It's him isn't it?" He asked.

"Just tell me first" Scott talked again.

"Scott you're way to drunk to even process what i am saying just go and sleep"

"He's drunk!! In your home !! Around 2 am!! You're asking him to sleep here?" His voice raised.

"Scott just go now" I pushed him out before explaining to Harry "everyone's staying at my home, everyone's here. Don't worry harry please"

"Wy can't I hear anyone else?"

"They are asleep" I whispered.

"YOU'RE DRIVING YOURSELF TO ME RIGHT THIS SECOND!! Not another second there"

"It's my home I can't leave "

"Ether you come here or I am coming"

"Harry..."

"Taylor decide!!"

"I am on my way" I sighed. Ill be back before all my hungover friends wake up.




(A/n I know after a long time, I am sorry I was busy in stupid life -.- well thank you for asking me to update and asking if I was okay really means a lot. IMPORTANT THING IS THAT WE HAVE ONLY FEW MORE CHAPTERS TO THE END. STILL NOT SURE HOW MANY BUT LESS. ANOTHER IMPORTANT THING IS TRY READING "the unplanned" by my favourite writer and great friend who this chapter is dedicated to. I love her to death and I would love if you give it a try for me? Please....and yea give my other story a chance too ain't that bad people I promise)