Can we do it all over again?

Trying

Harry's POV.

She will be here in five minutes, I don't have any explanation for anything. I mean why did I have strippers on my bday? Because I was single. But she's gonna be like stay single then. If she asks me why I didn't call? Because you left. But she's gonna leave again then.. If she asks me if I still talk to Emily ? I do. No explanations for anything. I just want her back. I don't know why it all turned on me. Yesterday I was hating her for leaving me and not contacting. Now the tables have turned and everything is on me. Maybe I should have tried and call, make her believe I love her, and those fucking strippers are gonna ruin everything. What about Emily ? I hope she doesn't ask and I will never talk to her again once after explaining her.

I was deep in my thoughts when Paul came in with her beside him.

"Heyyyy" she said excitedly to......Niall? Not me but Niall.

"Hey, how are you?" He forwarded towards her with the same excitement

"Ah long time" she said while hugging him, a long hug by the way.

"Hey Liam" she forwarded towards him after pulling away.

Niall told me with hand signals behind her back that "she's in a good mood"

She hugged Liam with same excitement, Louis, Zayn. Everyone.

But me.

She didn't even come near to greet me, after hugging Zayn, she just stood there smiling at everyone.

I don't know what was their mistake but I wanted to kill or at least hit each one of my lads.

There was an awkward silence for a minute, Taylor was just smiling at them, not even looking at me, I wonder if she even knows I am here. And lads were looking at me to start something but I didn't know what to do.

"So how's everything been?" Liam tried to start a conversation.

"It's been great, amazing" she replied him with so much enthusiasm.

"Congrats on your brit award by the way" she congratulated them all.

"Thank you so..." Before Louis could be more thankful, my mind flipped.

"Shut up everyone! Come on Taylor "WE" need to talk" I said, yelled.

She didn't respond, she was just staring at me with wide eyes.

"Come on" I walked towards her and extended my hand.

"I can follow" she said.

"Sure, whatever you like" I muttered and lead her into another room. My mind is already flipped, I don't want to yell at her. I hope I can control after gettin in.

"How are you?" I asked.

"Topic Harry" she reminded me with her eyebrows raised.

"Yes okay act all bitchy you want to, the truth is I fucking missed you and I fucking wanted that kiss so I did it, I was dying for that one kiss since 31st dec, and if you were so innocent or you didn't want that you could have stopped, you would have never kissed back and if you even wanna fucking say you didn't miss me. Well I know you're lying because I saw that in your eyes, I saw those tears watching me, you're fucking lying if you say you didn't want to kiss me at that time" I screamed at her and with every word I saw tears building in her blue eyes again.

"Lower your voice please" she whispered looking down, to avoid my eyes.

"I don't get it Taylor, why can't we be together if we both love each other" I said getting closer to her.

"You broke my trust. Twice" she cried.

"First thing, stop crying please. I can't see you this way"

"Then don't!" She looked up raising her voice.

"You didn't see me crying in last 2 months you didn't give a fuck If I was alright so don't come and act like you care now, just ignore my tears like you did Harry Styles"

"I wasn't in some better condition, I care for you and I did. I just don't know what to say this time, because its like faith is playing with me. This time I wasn't cheating on you, this fucking time I wanted to tell you the truth, this time I didn't do anything purposely, this fucking time I was blindly in love with you" I yelled back.

"Do you still talk to her?"

Fuck.

Fuck.

Fuck.

I can't lose her after coming to this stage.

Divert her mind Harry you can do this

"Taylor she doesn't matter right now, what matters is that you didn't trust me. If you do we can start it all over again"



(A/n I hope you guys enjoy, thanks for all the votes and comments :D I appreciate them all, do read my other fanfic I am sure everyone who like this will love that :D)