Can we do it all over again?

Calming

Harry's POV.

I stood in corridor for some minutes, thinking what to do. Trying to process all her words. Me and Kimberly? How does she know? Tabloids? And she believed them? All I knew was that I hate her, and that's why I flew to LA to take a break away from everything, I found the first hotel nearest to airport to live in to avoid any fans but it took me nowhere, I ended up in same elevator as Taylor?

She used me while she was drunk, cried and told me she missed me, she told me she loved me and the next day apologised and said no contact? Does that call meant nothing to her? She says she doesn't remember a thing from it, curious person she is, she should have asked by now. I am sure if she didn't then she knows what we talked about.

When I found her sitting in front of my door, I was shocked. That's something I can never expect from Taylor, and I was sure she wanted to talk but about what? She had no answer. Right now when she left me crying, I just had to go in and check on her, to see if she is okay.

I pressed the door handle without knocking, and the door opened. What if someone else tried first....? It could be dangerous Taylor, you have to start taking care of yourself. It's not okay to leave your door unlocked.

I walked in and all I heard was her cries and coughs, I turned in all the direction before finally finding her curled up at the corner beside the bed.

"Oh my god" words slipped unintentionally seeing her in this condition and I ran towards her. I mean she was shivering, red and blue, crying, trying her best to breathe and coughing while catching it. In some seconds she was hugging me and crying in my embrace.

I rubbed her back and wasn't sure if I should use the word "baby" to calm her down.

Fuck it, she's crying because I was mean, I should.

"Baby don't cry please." I whispered in her ears and she cried. She kept crying.

She was cold, really cold, her nails were blue.

"Yore freezing, it's not even cold. Come on let's go on the bed" I asked her but she wasn't ready to move.

"Give me a minute then" I kissed her hair like old times, the times which were the best, and ran towards the bed to grab as blanket.
I came back and sat beside her, wrapping inside it and taking her in my arms again.


"I am sorry please stop" I begged.

"Baby I am here and I will listen to anything you want to say. I will answer every question but please stop crying" I kept begging.

Slowly and gradually her weeping decreased, I kept kissing her head, enjoying the moments and taking advantage of it. At last I felt her just enjoying my arms, she wasn't shivering anymore, she wasn't crying anymore.

"Are you okay?" I smiled tilting my face to look her in the eyes.

"I am sorry" she whispered not ready to meet my gaze.

"Shhh, lets sit on the bed?"

"You should go to your room"

"Nah I should stay here. I am sure" I don't even care if she's gonna kick me out, I mean look at her she looks so sick. I am staying with her.

"Harry please" she looked up at me, trying to force me to leave her alone, but I could read her eyes how much she wanted me to be there.

"Baby.....I am not leaving you tonight" I whispered kissing her forehead. I swear it feels like the old times, I remember the time when she was sitting in the bathroom crying because she read some tweets of fans, she was sitting same way hugging me and I kissed her forehead to calm her down.

"But Kimberly?" Her eyes teared up again.

"She is nothing to me taylor, I promise"

"Does she know? I don't wanna be a bitch trying to come betwe....."

"Shhhh trust me, it's nothing. Come on" I kissed her forehead again and placed one of her arms from my waist to shoulder, I tried to support her as much as I can and picked her up from the ground.

I took her to the bed and she sat by the corner, I climbed from the other side and opened my arms for her to hug me.

She did.

Her hands were around my waist, and my chest was her pillow.

"You're still cold?" I asked playing with her hair.

"Hmm" she just mumbled.

I wrapped her again in the blanket and hugged her tighter.

"We have so much to talk to Harry"

"I know baby, I promise I will discuss everything you want to tomorrow. It's too much for today right..? You're tired. Lets sleep?"

"Hmm"

Hours passed and I kept playing with her hair, I knew she was sleeping and I slept while playing with them.