Can we do it all over again?

Car ride

Harry's POV

I reach the car and see her looking in her lap, sitting like I left her. Like I left her about five minutes ago, even though its been 3 nd half hours.

I open the door and she looks at me.

"I am so sorry, I really am" I sit inside.

"How do you feel?" She ignored my apology, instead smiling at me.

"I am better, totally fine. They all wanted to see you"

"Same here, but it's better that I stayed"

"It took long, I am sorry you had to wait" I apologized again.

"It's totally fine harry, I am glad you're okay"

"You're the best, you know that right?"

"I am sorry" she apologized.

"Shhh I am stupid, I don't know why do I behave this way, you deserve so much better, Gemma told me" I kissed her forehead.

She stayed silent.

"I love you" I added.

"I love you more"

"You do know that I love you right?"

"Hmm" she just mumbled.

"Taylor I needed you and you stayed here for me, I cannot ask for anything else. Thank you so much" I made her realize how much this means to me.

"You said you don't need anyone to interfere in your life" I know she was hurt, she looked at me, her eyes showed how much my words killed her.

"As of now, I am sure my life is siting in front of me, of course I don't need anyone to interrupt" I said honestly.

"Harry..." She protested, thinking I was just flirting.

"I was angry taylor, but I don't know I can't help my anger, I try to control but it's just comes out on everyone around me"

"I understand" she nodded.

"You do know that I love you right?"

"Yes harry"

I leaned in to kiss her lips.

"We should go back, I think you need to apologize to louis" she reminded me.

"No I don't. He lied to me Taylor, he's my best friend"

"I told him to" her eyes fell on her lap again while I started the engine and got out from the parking spot.

I remained silent.

"Aren't you going to say something? Are you mad again? I just wanted to make sure I say everything when it's time, I wanted to make sure not to give u some heart attack, you know I wasn't in some good condition myself, that's why I called ed so he could help me in telling u, and that's why I told louis first because I needed to take it out my chest"

she explained her part and I knew it all, I really did but I just couldn't forget how pissed I was when ed went inside instead of me, it's not like I don't trust them, I do but then my mind flips. Like right now I am trying my best to tell her it's fine, but at the same time I am mad and I cannot speak a word.

"Harry please talk to me" her voice was shaky, she was at the edge of crying.

"I am not mad at you okay? But I am gonna be mad at Louis, no matter what you say so don't discuss that part I don't want to be mad at you again"

"I am sorry"

"Dont apologize baby, I love you taylor" I reminded her and one of my hand found its way on her thigh.

"I love you more"

"I have anger management issues, the hell I know you know that, and it's hard to bear it but please never let it come between us. You know I get better after that right?"

"Yes you're bipolar one second screaming and other second flirting" she shook her head and chuckled.

"Ow. That hurts my little delicate heart" I said in high pitched voice making her laugh more.

"I am sure u have everything inside you except "your little delicate heart"" she said my words in high pitched voice, making me laugh along.

"So you're saying I don't have a heart" I sounded serious.

"Never said that, but it's not delicate" she smiled.

"Then what it is"

"It's perfectly build, strong and loving. It's my home harry"

"You're so cheesy taylor"

"You're so mean harry"

"You're so beautiful taylor"

"You're so flirt harry"

"That doesn't even makes sense" I raised my voice and we both laughed.

We finally reached and I knew taylor was happy now, she was genuinely smiling.

When we knocked on the door to Taylor's suit, I wished Ed was inside, I really want to apologize from him.

The door opens and eds face showed something's wrong.

What is he still angry?

"Are you okay ed?" Taylor asked looking at eds face.

"Hey man" I greeted my friend.

Well his face was pale, eyes wide open, as if he wasn't expecting to see us and was hiding something from us. Is it some kind of like surprise they were planning because I was mad? Maybe trying to cheer me up.

"Everything okay?" I asked to remove the awkwardness of this silence.

"Harry styles" I hear a familiar female voice, excitement visible in the tone.....from behind him.

No this cannot be happening, not now. Please no! Not while Taylor's with me. Fuck.

(A/n yes I know I didn't update since forever but it was EID, A Muslim celebration. Then I was sick as fuck and still am so it was hard to write. CHAPTER 43 people. Now this story has more chapters then the first book, kind of unbelievable right? For me yes!! And maybe for people who followed my story since first chapter and waited everyday for it since first day!! Anyone still around from those? I WANT TO KNOW WHEN DID YOU DISCOVER MY BOOKS AND STARTED READING THEM?"