Can we do it all over again?

Casual day

Taylor's POV.

After making out for a while, we decided to sleep, and rest peacefully. Until we woke up again with knocks on our door.

I didn't even open my eyes, I turned to face the other side and found Harry's chest and nuzzled into it.

"Someone's at the door" he shook my shoulder the very second I nuzzled in.

I didn't reply.

"Taylor we have to see" he shook me again.

No reply.

"Taylor swift!! Someone has to go and see the door" he sounded stern and annoyed of my behaviour.

Well m more annoyed, I looked up to see his eyes and glared them

"Do you by any chance remember that I am sleeping after two days or more!! Why can't you go and see!! Why do I have to ???" I yelled at him punching his chest by the end.

"Cuz you're holding me baby" he said as its the most obvious thing, stated by a 3 year old adorable kid. Well it was obvious honestly but not to e.

"Oh" I quickly turn to other side, leaving his waist which I was hugging.

"Sleep tight, ill be back love" he kissed my forehead.

I heard him sigh before leaving and I think it was because the only side of my face that was visible to him was the bruised one.

The bruise didnt form instantly, I think it formed after my shower, and I can't really touch it, it hurts. A lot.

I heard the front door opening, and I guess it was Niall, the accent sounded familiar to him but from a distance and being this sleepy I was not sure of anything.

I drifted off to sleep again.

"Baby, it's been hours and I miss you" Harry's voice came as a whisper to me.

"I want to sleep !!" I yelled and turned my self towards him, he was sitting beside me.

I quickly placed my head in his lap and close my eyes again.

"Awwww" he cooed playing with my hair.

"By the way, lads came, they brought pizza, we sat and talked and they just left. I think you need to eat too. It's been a long ......."

"I SAID I WANT TO SLEEEP! Stop talking" I yelled burying my face in his lap a little more.

"I don't know what's wrong with you" he sighed still his hand in my hair.

Time passed again.

"Taylor Alison swift if you don't wake up this very second I am not gonna talk to you!! It's been more than 12 hours you're sleeping !! Do you realise you have to eat to survive, or I need some kisses or at least a chance to urinate to survive" he was shaking me.

I realised he couldn't urinate because I was still on his lap.

"Shut up" I mumbled inside and slept.

"Oh my gawd, how tired you are!! Taylor pleaseeee" he begged,

"Okayyyy" I whined.

"Wat okay?"

"Five minutes"

"Two minutes" he bargained,

"Four minutes"

"Three minutes"

"Fine!!" I sighed closing my eyes again.

"One, two, three....." He started counting the seconds,

"In the name of god, if you don't shut up now Styles, ill leave this suit and sleep alone in some other after locking my room so no one can disturb" I yelled saying each word slowly and he chuckled.

"Good morning princess, three minutes are over"

"No they aren't!!"

"2 minutes 25 seconds gone"

"I have some secondddssssss" I whined again hitting him on his legs.

"Stop hitting me, it's not my mistake"

"It is, it really is"

"Come on baby, get up. I really have to use the bathroom" he shook me and I gave up.

I sat up and he ran to the bathroom.

We both freshen up, and ate the cold pizza later.

"Ed wanted to wake u up, but I told him you are really grumpy" he informed me.

"He wanted to talk" I shook my head, I don't want to talk about that.

"Yea I guess, he said to inform him once you get up, then he called thrice thinking that maybe I forgot to inform him but little did he know you forgt to wake up"

"Yea yea okay!! I slept a lot, big deal? Call him now."

"Yea I am texting, by the way we are leaving tonight for our show in Newcastle"

"But your show is on 8th!!"

"It's 7 today, you can join us babe" he smiled.

He was still avoiding to look at my face maybe because of the bruise, all I know was he was staring at my hair or the ceiling above, or sometimes things behind me


"I think I'll pass, I have a show on 10 in Miami, ill leave for America"

"But you have three days!!!"

"But I think I'll leave with Ed, I don't wanna travel alone after all these days"

"Umm okay as you like, I mean we have a chance to really spend three more days together, it comes rarely"

"Harry I already spent a week with you baby" I tried to convince him

"I know, I will just miss you. Please stay"

"Ummm"

"Please taylor!!"

"Fine, but ill leave late at 9th okay?"

"Okay I love you" he quickly pecked my lip, before there was a knock.

He went to open it.

"I will be with the others, you guys can have some alone time" harry smiled at me when ed entered.

"Nah they all went out to buy food. Stay here we can be in bedroom" ed looked at me and I nodded.

"Okay then go, ill be here" harry smiled, though I know he was uncomfortable with this.

Me and ed went inside the bedroom, and I mad sure not to close the door.

"What actually happened after you left?? I should have came" he told me.

"Yea I should have taken you or at least drink less, I never drank so much in my life ed"

"What exactly happened then?"

"I don't remember most of it, except that we danced in the club, kissed, made out, then he offered me to take in some hotel room and of course I would have agreed that's why I was in there, we were on bed when realisation hit me, I told him I don't want to and he hit me, I ran that's it" I summarised everything.

"To what extent did you go on bed?"

"Making out and love bites" I felt tears in my eyes.

"So thts why you're wearing a scarf in April?"

I nodded.

"It's fine Tay" he assured me and sat beside me to hug.

"It's not, I cheated on harry" I mumbled in his chest.

"In all honesty, he deserved it."

"Even if he did.... It's not me, it wasnt me!! I, Taylor swift isn't the person who can do that! I wasn't suppose to. What if people who loves me find that out, I am already ashamed to face you and then all those fans !!" I argued.

"Shhhh shhh, what happened is over, just promise me you wont drink much again"

"I won't" I promised and he kept rubbing my back. Kissing my hair. But I felt safe, I knew it was his friendly gesture to prove that he's here for me, and to make me stop crying.

We stayed in each others embrace for quiet long, until...

"If you're little romance is over, just wanted to inform lads are back" Harry's voice interrupted us.

I quickly pulled away, wiping my eyes.

"Shut up Harold" ed snapped and harry rolled his eyes.

"Come on taylor, you didn't like pizza much, they brought Chinese?" He extended his hand for me to hold, and I did to get up.

"You can remove the scarf now, it's fine with me" he told me before we left the bedroom.

"Nah, you cannot even look at my face at this moment" I gave a disappointed smile.

"I am sorry for that's brings back the worst in me" he shrugged nd we walked out to enjoy the Chinese food.

None of the boys asked me anything, I was glad.

"Can you turn on the fan ed " I asked him while we were watching a movie.

"It ain't that hot... Oh you're wearing a scarf" Louis spoke.

"Baby, come here" Harry got up and gave me his hand.

I looked around to everyone watching us.

"Come to the room" he asked again and I took his hand.

We walked in

"Remove the scarf, I don't mind if anyone looks at it, I don't mind myself. We have to get over it you know" he raised his hand in air

"You're knuckles are broken" i looked at his hand.

"Yea remember i hit the wall yesterday" he reminded me .

"No, it wasn't that bad harry, I saw it. You hit it again!!"

"Taylor baby, just remove your scarf, I bought a cream, apply it to your bruise on cheek and apply some cover up on neck and lets continue the movie"

"You want me to remove the scarf when you're clearly hitting every wall in anger" I argued,

"SO WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO!! Hit u instead!!" He suddenly yelled.

So we are back to fighting?..


"Do we have to fight again?" I asked him.

"No I think you should go back, you were right. It's better if we stay without each other for a while , specially you out of my sight" he told me, making my heart burn.

"As you say, do you think we will be fine"

"Of course baby, we aren't breaking up, we would be th same like we were before you were came here"

I nodded.

That night I booked my flight with Ed to leave back for America, all the lads decided to drop us to airport before leaving for Newark.

We were in car, it was late, past midnight. When Harry's mobile phone rang.


And I know something bad is just about to happen.





(A/n I know I didn't update in forever, but I was just really busy or depressed u can say. But thank you for waiting patiently, it's a long chapter.... Told ya all drama isn't over :) vote and comment, this chàpter is dedicated to infinitay for her amazing cover that she made for me, I absolutely loved it and m gonña change it to hers, even though I am still thankful to ayastyles for her cover, I loved that one equally :) )