Can we do it all over again?

Crying.

Taylors POV

He was standing in front of me, while I was sitting Indian style in front of his door. I wanted to get up but I waited for him to speak first. Ask me for explanation. Well I don't have any explanation of sitting here. Why was I sitting here again? What was I thinking ? Argh.

"I will call the security and tell him someone is camping outside my room or you better go now" his tone was harsh, making my face touch the ground. Does he even know it's me? Security? Camping outside his room? Maybe he isn't harry just some doppelgänger, right? I mean he still didn't recognize me his eyes are so strange towards me.

"Harry... Its me ....taylor?"

He laughed. He literally laughed. Of course stupid you're introducing yourself to your ex what do you expect?

"Go away Taylor?" His tone was harsh, really harsh but his lips were showing an evil smile. Like he's enjoying this all.

"I want to talk to you" I whispered gathering my self-respect.

"What?"

"I want to talk to you" I repeated unsure if he heard me the first time.

"I heard that at first, what do you wanna say?" Every word ruder than before

"Harry...I...I" I was searching for words while trying to get up. I miss him giving me his hand to help in getting up, I had to use his door handle for support.

"FAST. I am busy. I don't have time" he raised his voice.

"Harry why are you doing this to me?" I whispered again, tears threatening in my eyes. As always.

"Doing what Taylor? You're the one camping in front of my room and all I want is an answer for that"

"Harry..." I started again.

"Just go, leave me alone!" his voice raised again.

"But..."

"But what? You have no answer about calling me that night? You have no answer about the text you sent me later? You have no answer about pushing me with you in the elevator? You have no answer about sitting here outside my hotel room at this time? Is it? You always ALWAYS do this, every mistake is blamed on me, everything that is wrong is because of me and everyone thinks Taylor is so innocent and Harry is hurting her so much. Stop it. I am tired of blaming myself too. I need a fucking break" he yelled, in the corridor, anyone around us in any room can surely hear us.

"Harry I texted that because I didn't want to come between you and Kimberly" I cried this time, my eyes betraying me and tears streaming down my cheeks.

He quickly looked away, trying his best to avoid my tears. It's been an year since I know him and there is one think I know for sure, he cannot tolerate watching me cry.

"Me and Kimberly?" He asked still looking to other sides.

"Forget about it. I was stupid to even come here. I don't even know why I did. I am sorry." I picked my mobile from the floor and begin to walk towards my own room.

Before I can leave I felt his fingers around my wrist. His touch still makes my skin burn. It was really lose grip, for him just trying to stop me. But it meant a lot more than that

"What?" I asked without turning.

"Don't cry" he whispered.

"Stop!" I yelled pulling away from the grip and facing him while back walking.

"Stop giving me sympathy for these tears, you always do. I don't have control over these fucking tears or I would never shed them for you. You hate me this moment, and I am fine with it. Don't go for the tears, ignore them once in your life" I shook my head and left for me room which was already unlocked. I went in and slammed the door behind me.

I sat at the most farthest corner I could fine and pulled my legs close to my chest and cried in them, hugging them for dear life. I don't know if hours passed or minutes, I felt like I fainted inside until I heard my door opening. I lifted my head and attempted to open my eyes and I felt weight over them, my head started to spin and I was sure this much depression is the reason this all is happening.

At this very moment I find it really hard to breathe, I was coughing, weeping, sobbing trying to control and struggling to live. I knew who was the person who entered the room, but he was still searching for me.

"Oh my god" were the only words that reached my ear before his arms were around my shoulders and next second I was crying in Harry's chest.

(A/n I can't believe this is the 21st chapter already? I mean thank you so much for making me update so much, your comments and votes are the reason I update I swear everytime I start writing its because I read your AMAZINGGG comments :) thank you for all that. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 15.7 K on the first book and 2.2 k already on this one <3 I love you all plus to all those who reads my other one direction fanfic I am soooo sorry for not updating it its kind of like a writers block I can't find the dialogues to explain the scene but I promise I am working on tht :/ thank you for understanding I love you all)