Alone with No Horan **SEQUEL TO LIFE AS A HORAN** (Niall Horan Fan-Fic)

Author's Note

Hey guys

So I don't know if you have seen my updates for the past few days or so, but if you haven't I am here to fill you in

So, about a month and a half ago I had the courage to tell my crush that  had a crush on him. He told me that he liked me back. I was so happy and that next week my friend said that he was going to ask me out in May.

Well, turns out a few of my friends were hiding something from me, and last Saturday my friend told me that he didn't like me.

This is going to sound cheesy but it broke my heart

I had liked him so much and he tells me the same, and then I hear from a friend that he lied to me. I was heartbroken, and still am I am just hiding my emotions

Some days I wish she would've never told me, however, some days I am glad she did.

So yea....

I was afraid to communicate to him, as I thought I would start to cry, which I almost did

But I did talk to him

Today, though, I looked at my SnapChat to see that my friend had a SnapChat of him in it. I slammed my phone down and told my friend who I am in a Skype call in

So the reason he was in the call is because he is going to be apart of a birthday thing and he is a main dancer thing and my friend told me that, I already knew it, but it made me upset because the birthday thing was for the crush he had the year before.

It makes me feel even worse about my self and I hate that I liked him. I hate myself everyday that I told myself that I had a crush, not a celebrity one.

But worst of all is that I think I still like him

I don't know what to do either because I think my friend has a crush on me and  I don't like him like that

-sigh-

I guess what I am saying is that I am Stressed

Exams are coming in a few weeks and my Chorus teacher is leaving us

So I don't know what to do

If anyone can help, just message me or put it in the comments

I really need it

Thank you guys for letting me rant

I love all of you

bye <3