What are your fears?
I promise you can tell me
The world won't know a thing,
I'll be as silent as can be.
You ask about me?
I only have three
They aren't what you think,
For one of which is my biggest enemy.
God, losing someone I love and one that will always be,
Me.
Not what you thought?
Can't see what I mean?
Stop and listen it's easy to see.
Cause I'm meaner than my demons.
Scarier than my enemies.
I'm colder than this world.
I'm bigger than my body,
Yet not large enough for my soul.
Which is why I don't have quite enough energy.
Even though you cry please stop you're scaring me
I can't help this awful energy.
The craziest thing is
Even I am scared of me.
Because more often than not,
I can answer the question of
Who is in control?
More dangerous than a bomb
For you never know when I can explode.
I've been so far gone
That I've grown familiar with the villains in my head.
So that I get to a point where I just implode.
So what are your fears?
I promise you can tell me,
I can keep a secret.
Just ask the evil inside of me.
Still uncertain?
Not a problem that I can see,
Because even I don't trust me.
Ask yourself a question though
As you look at me
You see the smile on my face
But can't see the villainy
If one of your fears isn't me,
Can you answer please,
the question is plaguing me and
I'm scared to believe the answer my mind is giving me.
Who is in control of me?
~~~~~~Songspirations~~~~~~~
-Control~ Halsey
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In My Mind: The World From The View Of A Pessimistic Optimist
PoesiaThere are those that can see all the beauty of the world without hesitation. There are those who only see the negative of the world that they have been placed in. This is my view of the world's beauty in the pain of my situation. This. Is me.
