In My Mind: The World From The View Of A Pessimistic Optimist

The Color Of Darkness (Words and Dreams)

Words have meaning.
Strength
Power
Force.

Words are what bond a people. What forges the relationship that happiness or sadness is built upon
Words have the ability to be good or bad

Words can be elevating. Deflating.
Uplifting.
Detrimental.

Words are a currency.
Money
Tender
They can leave you rich in feeling, or leave you poor in ignorance

Words to me are the greatest thing one can give to another
Especially when you truly mean your words.

Words to me can be the best thing. A book can give more emotion than a movie, more happiness than a clown, more understanding than a picture.
Because a picture is worth a thousand words.

Words can describe a dream.
Can describe a person.
Being
Sleep
Awake.
Alive.
Those who can use words well are those that can look ahead of them and see the horizon. Can look ahead of them and see the zenith. Those words show me the color of darkness.

But I'm not a wordsmith. No.
I like words, but they often times do not like me.
I can use words craftily, buy they don't show me my infinity.

I'm a dreamer.
My words design my dreams.

I'm a Sleepwalker.
My Dreams are my best aspect.
Day or night, I'm always dreaming.
I could have the worst day possible and those dreams can make me believe that the next day will be better.

But let's use words for now.
Because they can be beneficial to me. But with those words, you have to say what you mean.
The color of darkness. Quite the oxymoron isn't it?

Darkness is the lack of color around it.
So how can darkness have color?

The color of darkness to a dreamer is everything.

The color of darkness is that that gets you through the night.
That that makes those bad days just that much better.
That makes the night just that much brighter.

The color of darkness is the reds and blues that show you the light.
The stars in the sky or the stars in their eyes. I'm a Sleepwalker. But you're always in my dreams. My color of darkness don't you know what that means?

I'm no wordsmith. But I'm a dreamer. And because I have words I can tell you the color of darkness to me, is you.
Words have meaning.
Power.
Force.

And for me, there is no stronger combination of three words than
I.
Love.
You.

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One of my favorites. The girl who this is dedicated to may find it eventually. I am a true dreamer. Daydreaming or alone at night. And she is the color of darkness for me.