*Jamie*
I smiled at him curled up in a ball beside me. It was like he was trying to stay as far away from me as he could. I wanted to tell him that I still loved him. I wanted him to know it, but I couldn't. He would have to prove himself to me all over again. I hate broken trust, and he knew that before he fucked a stripper. His hair was falling in his face and he had that cute little sleep smile on his face. Him being there only made me want him back more than I had the whole time he was gone. I brushed a strand of hair out of his face and watched the way the falling sun lit up his face. He inhaled a little sharper than he usually did and his eyes fluttered open. My body tensed because then I knew that he would know that I had been watching him sleep.
"Hey..." He whispered his voice was heavy with sleep.
I took a deep breath, "Hi..." I hugged my knees to my chest and stared at the wall.
"Do you want to tell me what happened this morning?"
"It was too much... I wanted everything to be okay again, but it still hurts... It like salt in my wounds. I miss you, but I can't just let you back In." I couldn't look at him, but I could feel his eyes on my back.
"I know, but I just..."
"No Brendon!" I said raising my voice. "You broke my trust... You messed with a fucking stripper, you don't just do that to your fucking wife... I know that lifestyle is hard to get away from, but I thought it would be different." I said feeling the soft outline of the tears on my face. I felt his hand take mine and kiss my knuckles.
"That is no excuse for what I did... I could blame it on the alcohol, or the atmosphere, but I know that it takes two to tango. I still love you Jamie, and I will do whatever you need me to to make sure that I win that trust back."
~EL FIN~
(that's the end for those of you who no hablo)
Ohmygoshguys! I thought this would be a good place to end it... So I fuckin did it! I love you... You are amazing... There will be one more chapter...
I WILL MISS YOU! *TEAR*
~SYD
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It's His Hair
FanfictionJamie and her best friend Annie go to a Panic! At the Disco concert and Brendon Urie may have let Jamie touch his hair. Of course it means just about everything to Jamie, but it's just another day for Brendon until he can't stop thinking about the m...
