Chapter 7- Apologize to Him

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Y/N= your name Y/LN= your last name F/N= friend's name
You decide to get the mail while you wait for Dan to finish talking to Phil. As you walk back to your flat, you look through the mail. You see that there is an envelope for Phil. No one knows that Phil is staying at your flat. You look at who the envelope is from. You gasp. It was from YouTube. You hurry back to the apartment calling out to Dan and Phil.
"Y/N, are you okay?" Phil asks concerned as you come into your flat. You hand him the envelope and toss the everything else aside.
"I heard that YouTube is hosting a dance and they were inviting like all the YouTubers! Maybe this is the invitation!" you squeal excited, "Hey if you guys get to bring a plus one can I come?" you ask.
"Phil, remind me that we shouldn't give Y/N pancakes or waffles for lunch," Dan laughs trying to get you to calm down.
"Already have it on my phone," Phil smiles.
"I'm going to check if they delivered it to my flat yet. I'll be back," Dan says as he puts his coat on.
"Wait. How did you get back in when you got food?" you ask suddenly remembering.
"I took your keys," Dan laughs before he leaves your flat.
"I'm sorry," Phil says out of nowhere.
"Sorry for what?" you ask confused.
"For snapping at you and Dan like that. I shouldn't have done it," Phil explains playing with his hair.

 I shouldn't have done it," Phil explains playing with his hair

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"It's fine. I'm sorry for yelling at you when you were trying to talk to my mum. You were just trying to help," you apologize.
"You don't need to apologize for that Y/N. F/N's death probably seemed sudden. Have you thought about seeking a therapist or someone to talk about it with?" he replies trying to comfort you. He guides you to the breakfast bar where you both sit down.
"It was just so sudden. I don't know what to do. All I do is go to work and come back. I don't have much of a life. My mum tried to get me to talk to a therapist. I went once and it was horrible. The therapist didn't understand. Ugh the room was horrible. There were posters that looked like they were suppose to be in a little kid's room," you explain. You put your head on the breakfast bar. Phil lifts your head and puts a pillow underneath.
"Stay still," Phil commands you as he runs to his room. You sigh and close you eyes. You hear him come back. Your eyes flutter open and you see him holding a camera.
"I'm going to take a picture of you," he tells you holding his camera.
"Why?" you ask smirking.
"Well I didn't have many pictures of my friend. Now I take lots of pictures of my friends. I want to remember this because I might make a book with pictures of all my friends. Oh and you look funny and I always need funny pictures," he smiles at you as he takes the picture.

"I mainly have pictures of Dan and a couple of other YouTubers," Phil starts as he begins to talk about all the other YouTubers

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"I mainly have pictures of Dan and a couple of other YouTubers," Phil starts as he begins to talk about all the other YouTubers. You begin to smile as you watch him talk. How could he be so positive after his friend died? You realized that if you were going to talk to anyone about how you felt about the death, you would talk to Phil. You think he looks cute when he talks about his youtube friends. Did you like him? No. You couldn't. You couldn't just jump into a new relationship. But you like him.

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