Hearts Beat~ PhilxReader

Chapter 28

Y/N= your name Y/LN= your last name F/N= friend's name

Phil POV
As soon as I leave my flat, I begin to cry. I want to be with Y/N. I want to hold her and let her know that I'm not okay. I'll never be okay if I'm not with her. I want to tell her that I'm not mad at her. I'm mad at myself for letting her go so easily.
"Hi Phil!" I hear someone say. I look up to see Y/N's brother, Christopher, and his girlfriend, Grace. I see Zoe behind them.
"Hey," I mutter.
"I heard that you broke up with Y/N. Well actually I didn't hear. Zoe told me," Grace responds.
"I'm sorry you guys broke up. You two seemed so perfect together!" Zoe sighs.
We all stand in silence for a moment.
"She likes romantic gestures," Christopher tells me with a small smile.
"What?" I ask confused.
"She likes flowers, chocolates, candy, stuffed animals and stuff like that," Christopher explains.
"Oh. Maybe it would make things less awkward if you gave her something. You should plan it so you know what to do," Grace suggests.
"Do you still like her?" Christopher questions me crossing his arms.
"I care about her. I want to know that she's okay and that she doesn't hurt herself. I don't want to see her with anyone else because it will make me sad. So I guess I still love her," I smile.
Your POV
"Daniel, I think I still love Phil," you whisper. You stopped crying a couple of minutes ago.
"So what are you going to do about it?" Dan asks. He started to make tea to calm you down.
"I don't know. What should I do?" you sigh.
Dan looks at his phone for a second and he smiles.
"Phil sent me something funny," he laughs.

"That's nice," you mutter looking at your feet.
You hear the front door open and Dan looks out the doorway of the kitchen for a moment. He stands there smiling.
"What is it?" you ask.
"Nothing. You don't want to go out there. It's Phil," he stammers.
"What's wrong with Phil?" you giggle.
"You really do not want to see him like this. He isn't exactly decent..." Dan tells you.
"Then why are you still looking?" you smirk crossing your arms.
"I think he's in his room now," he tells you ignoring your comment. He picks up the two cups of tea.
You both start walking to Dan's room. You glance over at Phil's room. The door is closed. Phil usually didn't close the door. He usually left the door opened.

(A/N: HAVEN'T YOU PEOPLE EVER HEARD OF CLOSING THE ******* DOOR? Panic! At the Disco reference)

"How have you been?" he asks handing you your tea. You sit down on his bed and he sits near his piano.
"I've been pretty good. Leo isn't that bad. His girlfriend, Kate, is really funny. She hangs out at my flat a lot," you smile, "The only thing is that they tell me before they do the nasty. They come up to me and tell me that they are doing it and then I leave," you frown.
Dan almost chokes on his tea laughing at what you said, "Well that's interesting," he chuckles. "Did you and Phil ever do it?" he asks.
You shake your head before you take a sip of your tea.
"He respects you," Dan comments, "He probably still cares about you,"
You look at your phone blushing, "I have to get to work. Thanks for letting me come over," you smile. You finish your tea and leave the cup in the kitchen before heading to work.
Phil POV
"So what do I do with the huge stuffed bear in my room?" I quietly ask Grace.
I bought Y/N a huge teddy bear. I texted Dan so she wouldn't see it. Now it's in my room.
"Just keep it here until you figure out a plan," she suggests.
Dan pops his head into my room.
"She left. The coast is clear!" Dan announces. He sees the bear and jumps, "Bloody hell, Phil! That scared the shit out of me! The Five Nights at Freddy's videos," he frowns remembering when we played Five Nights at Freddy's on our gaming channel.
"Sorry," I apologize.
"Why didn't you ever get me an oversized animal?" Dan whines.

"I'm trying to get Y/N back, Dan," I explain, "I can't let her go. I need her in my life,"