Chapter 45

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"I don't know," Phil sighs as you both start walking to iHop, "I don't know when to tell people or what to tell people,"

"I don't know," Phil sighs as you both start walking to iHop, "I don't know when to tell people or what to tell people,"

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"I don't know either, but we are going to find a way," you assure him.
Phil stops walking before standing in front of you. He tells you, "Y/N, when we decide to tell people, you need to be prepared,"
"Prepared for what?" you ask.
"My viewers do things. They ship Dan and I. Some of them casually ship it. For example, not a lot makes them go crazy. Then there are people who are hard-core shippers. They think that Dan and I are together or we should be together and anyone who comes in, is a threat. I don't want you to get any hate. I love you and I want my viewers to love you. If they don't love you, then they should at least like you," he explains.
"What if they don't like me?" you protest, "What do we do? I can't move on if I have to live in fear of teenage girls who will try to get rid of me!"
You both stop talking when you walk into iHop. You order and you both walk back outside to continue talking.
"We need to start telling people about our relationship. I can't keep hiding this. I want to be able to hold your hand in public. I want to be able to kiss you whenever I want to-" he starts.
"You want to kiss me?" you smirk.
"Oh. Y-you know. Wait, I didn't mean it like that. I meant it in a loving way. I meant it-" he stammers blushing.
"I know what you meant, love. It's just that you look adorable when you get embarrassed," you giggle.
Phil playfully pushes you away as you continue giggling.

You quickly walk back inside to get the food

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You quickly walk back inside to get the food. You pay for it and walk back outside.
"Continue," you tell Phil as you start walking back to the hotel.
"We can drop subtle details about our relationship," he suggests.
"We should probably tell our friends not to say anything," you add, "Mainly our YouTuber friends,"
"Good idea," he smiles, "We wouldn't anyone spilling the beans. It would be hard to explain if they found out by PJ or someone else,"
"Our families already know. They have been pretty good about keeping it a secret from the public," you comment.
"That just leaves what happens in public," Phil sighs.
"Well we can't do much about it. We never know who's watching. Some places will be safer than others. I think we'll be able to tell where we can kiss and where it would be better just to have a simple hug," you reply.
"Would now be a kiss moment or a simple hug moment?" Phil laughs.
You stop walking. You see Joshua watching you from in front of your hotel.
"You okay?" Phil asks.
You shake your head, "He's here. I don't know why, but he's here. Joshua is here. We can't go in. He's going to hurt you," you whisper to him.
"He's not going to hurt me. Y/N, I promise you that I will do everything I can so he won't hurt us," he assures you squeezing your shoulder.
"Thank you," you mutter.
"Talk about Christopher and Grace's wedding. Tell me what to expect," he smiles at you.
You smile as you begin to talk about the wedding. You slip your hand into Phil's as you get closer to the hotel. You pass by Joshua, but he doesn't acknowledge you. You feel yourself relax as you step into the lift.
"See? It's going to be okay," Phil gives you and hug, "We're going to be okay," he assures you as he kisses the top of your head.
You were going to be okay. You were going to be okay if you were with Phil. You weren't going to let anyone come between you and Phil. Not your ex, not your family or family, and not some crazy fan. You love Phil and you haven't felt this way in a long time.

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