(Y/N) has been friends with the Lester family for years. At the funeral of your best friend, you finally meet him, Phil Lester. The one member of the Lester family you never met.
Your parents persuade Phil to move into your flat because they are co...
Y/N= your name Y/LN= your last name F/N= friend's name You knock on the door to Dan and Phil's flat. You ignore the knot forming in your stomach. Today would've been your one month anniversary with Phil. Phil opens the door a crack and pops his head out of the door. You take a look at him. He hasn't changed much. He still has the same raven black hair. He was still pale. He has grown a bit of facial hair. It wasn't enough to call a beard or a mustache. You could call it a stubble. And he looked handsome in it. He frowns when he sees you. "Y/N," Phil mutters. "Phil," you greet him awkwardly. "Why are you here?" he asks frowning. "I'm here to see Dan," you sigh, "So are you going to let me in or not?" "Yeah," he replies before opening the door. He walks you to the lounge where Dan is sitting watching something on his laptop. "Dan, I'm going out," Phil tells him ripping off Dan's headphones. "Phil, are you going with Y/N?" Dan smirks. "Why would I go anywhere with him? We broke up!" you scoff crossing your arms. "Right," Dan stammers looking sad, "Okay. I guess Y/N and I will stay here. Unless you two want to apologize to each other," Dan meekly suggests.
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"No!" you and Phil snap at Dan in unison. "Ok then," Dan frowns. "I'm going. Bye Dan," Phil mutters. Phil walks out of the lounge slamming the door behind him. "He was doing well I guess. He seemed a little bit sad. He's been wearing the same shirt since the breakup. In the beginning, he would just sit in the shower and get out. Now he's taking actual showers but he's listening to (your favorite singer). He's improving. He would only eat popcorn but now he's eating other things," Dan tells you updating you on Phil's condition. "Thanks for keeping an eye on him," you gratefully smile at him. Tears begin to form in your eyes. He was still the same Phil. You broke up with him, but you couldn't stand to see him sad. You weren't dating him, but you still cared about him. You missed him. "Even if you didn't tell me, I would still keep an eye on him. He's my best friend," Dan shrugs, "Why did you come over?" Dan asks. "I needed help with a video. I need you to sit behind the camera. I can't make this video just talking to a camera. I need someone I trust to say it to," you explain. "Okay. We can film it in the hallway. I can get you a chair to sit on," Dan suggests grabbing the blue chair and the grey chair and he starts dragging them to the hallway. You hand him your camera. You plop down on the chair and wait as Dan sets everything up. "You are very lucky. You get to film a video in my famous existential crisis hallway," Dan jokes. You giggle, "Existential what?" "Existential crisis. Let me show you," Dan smiles. He stands for a couple of minutes before lying on the floor, "What is the point of life? Is life just a dream? What's the point of doing anything with my life? Why do we exist? Does what I do in life really matter?" Dan asks himself.
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"So basically you are questioning your existence?" you smirk. "Yeah. Are you ready to start your video?" Dan laughs as he sits down on the grey chair behind the camera. You nod and Dan starts recording. "Hello memes!" you laugh waving at the camera. You see Dan chuckling and you smile, "So the meme tweet of the week goes to Will_u_are! Very clever name by the way. Nice play on Will.I.Am. Once I searched for Will.I.Am and I forgot the periods and I kept getting a lot of people named William! Anyways, they tweeted a meme about my first video," you hold up a picture of the meme, "So I decided to talk to you guys about my... love life. No, it isn't all fictional. Although, if I don't find a husband or a decent boyfriend in ten years, I'm buying a cardboard cutout of Finnick from Catching Fire and calling myself Mrs. Odair!" you laugh, "As I was saying, many of you know that I had a boyfriend. I still want to keep his name a secret so we will call him pancakes. A couple of days ago- I think it was a couple of days ago. I've been loosing track of time," you frown, "So we broke up. Long story short, I decided I wasn't ready. I lost my best friend last year and I broke up with my ex boyfriend, my boyfriend before pancakes. I kinda rushed into a relationship with pancakes. Pancakes made me happy. We had a fight and I didn't want to hurt him. I hurt myself a lot and I didn't want to hurt him. His friend told me he's okay. I don't know if we are going to get back together," you explain. You feel like you are going to cry so you decide to wrap up the video. "Please support my decisions and leave comments on what I should do," you smile sadly at the camera before Dan turns off the camera. You fall of the chair and you start crying on the floor. "Are you okay?" Dan asks awkwardly patting your back. You shake your head, "I'm so stupid. I broke up with Phil and then I cut myself. Then I decide to make a video about it! I can't do this anymore, Daniel," you sob. (A/N: a kinda cliffhanger. So you are going to call your subscribers memes. DON'T JUDGE ME!)
