In Love With A Dark Man. (Niall Horan Fanfic, sequel to the sequel, used to be Please Change.)

Chapter 33:

Leah's Pov:

These past weeks have been hell for the whole house.

This pregnancy is killing me by the minute,

Mum is depressed but still taking care of Sammy,

And Sammy, is a grouchy baby.

She has dads attitude.

Thats for sure.

I sigh and get out of bed, looking at the clock, its only 4:47 AM.

A little early, yes. But I constantly wake up now a days, and I can't go back to sleep.

I walked past mums room and quietly looked in.

She was crying and talking in her sleep, again.

She was curled in a ball, holding dads pillow, and mumbling his name quietly while crying.

It made me sad to see my own mother like this, and the fact that ill always remember it this time.

I got to the kitchen and made toast and tea and sat at the counter, thinking.

This was it. Dad was gone.

And he hadnt kept his promise. He hasn't tried to see us, or call. Or even text.

And that hurts the most...

I want him to meet his- oh my goodness. My dad and mum are gonna be grandparents and they are even close to 35!

I yawn and I can't believe I didnt realize that until now!

My dad, a grandpa.

That makes me want to laugh..

But I don't, because I don't have the energy to do so...

I looked down at my belly and knew i had two months two find out what I wanted to name my baby boy, and everything.

2 months.

And I was gonna be a mother.

Wow. Im 17, and gonna be a mother.

Niall's Pov:

3 weeks. It has been 3 weeks, since I left my family.

I was a mess.

I had bought an apartment for myself, and now, its a dumpster.

Beer bottles are on the ground, used tissues, clothes. Everything because im to lazy and ... Depressed to so.

Its been harder this time than it had before.

Leah was a baby, she wouldnt remember me leaving before.

And now, she does.

Because I left my 17 year old and my 3 month old.

All for drugs.

I sigh and make my way to the fridge , which, its empty.

Ahh, its okay. I haven't ate in two days anyway.

Or showered.

Just got up to pee. Thats about it.

I wanted more beer but knew i had to make myself look 'presentable' to do that.

So... Thats off the to do list.

I looked around my apartment and brought out my phone.

From: mum

Ello Niall:) miss you bunches and cant wait to see you xx hows Leah? And I heard about another baby in the family ? Hmm.

Love you:) xx