Chapter 32:

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Maddie's Pov:
I watched him leave, and my heart sank.
Of course I love him, but I can't put Samantha through what Leah went through.
I want her and Leah to have a father, but if he can't change, then how does that tell us we're good enough to change ?
I sighed and turned on my favorite song, 'Cry' by Mandy Moore.
This song made me happy. Well sad. Because it reminds me of Niall.

I started to sing, something I haven't done in years.

'It was late in September and I've seen you before,
You'll always the cold one, but I was never that suree, you were all by yourself, staring out at a dark raid sky, I was changed...
In places no one will find, all your feelings deep inside, that was when I knew you meant forever the moment I saw you cry.'


I stopped singing as I saw Leah watching me, smiling, with tears in her eyes.
"Youre really good, mum." She smiles.
"Thanks, babe." I smile.
"Are-.... Are you sad? Thats hes gone?"
I sigh and look out the window, then back at her.
"Of course I am. I love him." I whisper and feel the tears coming.
I can't cry. nope. I can't.
I can't cry over him anymore.
I picked up my phone and dialed my lawyer.
"Hi this is Madelynn Horan. Yes, im calling to see if I can file for divorce. Mhm. Well, I'd also like custody." I say.
"Okay, Mrs. Horan. The divorce papers will be sent to you in a few days, with court dates, and we'll make sure Niall is there as well. Im sorry youre going through this."
"Its fine." I say.
'No its not.'
I hang up and look at Leah who is looking at her phone.
"I hope you and Chad never go through what I have." I say and chuckle.
"Mum, youre not a bad person for dealing with that,... Everyone makes mistakes." She says and smiles.
"But dad is not a mistake... Right ?"
"He wasnt a mistake... He was ... My everything." I say and look out at the window, flashbacks coming to me.

*flashback*
I ran upstairs , hoping to find an empty bedroom.

I opened the door and ran in; shutting it behind me.

I sat down, on the soft bed.

I looked around, seeing that this was a boys' bedroom. Posters of naked girls were around.

It made me uncomfortable. I took my drink and chugged it, letting the alcohol stream through my veins.

The door opened, and a dark, tall frame stood there. He looked about 19, maybe. He had blonde/burnette hair, with blue eyes.

He looked at me , tilting his head to the side in confusion.

He walked in, not saying a word, shutting the door with his foot.

I stared at him as he sat down.

He didnt say anything, he sat there, staring at me.

"Wh-who are you?" I ask.

"Niall Horan. You?"

"Madelynn Ivy." I say.

He smirked and shook my hand. He had massive hands, compared to my little ones.

"So. Whatcha doing in here ?" He asks.

"Long story." I say.

This guy scared me. I dont know why; but he did.

He leaned over, pushing me on the bed softly. I was confused, as he got on top of me. His head dipped next to my neck, his warm lips leaving wet kisses.

I had NEVER ever, had a guy touch me , or even KISS me.

A moan erupted out from my lips.

"You like that baby?" He whispered seductivily.

I looked at him, and pushed him off me.

"Whats wrong?" He lowly asks.

"I dont even know you and your ... You- you were kissing my neck."

"And ?" He says and laughs.

"I've never been... With a guy." I whispered.

He looked at me, his eyebrows furrowing in confusion.

"And why not?" He asks, his Irish Accent appearing.

He was from Ireland. I could tell.

"None of your buisness." I say and walk towards the door.

I felt my body being pushed to the wall.

He pinned my arms by my head. His warm breath on my face.

"You're mine now. Check your neck babe." He says and lets go of one of my wrists.

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Let's go home baby.." He whispered in my ear. I smiled and grabbed his hand, leading him to the car... Niall had shown Matt and all of his bullies that he wasn't the boy they could make fun of anymore. He was stronger now, and he wasn't gonna put up with anybodys bullshit.

Niall got in his car, and I got in mine. He followed me back to my place.

Once we got there, Niall put his coat on my couch and walked over to me, as I looked at my dad's picture. There was random times I would just look at it... and right now was that time.

Niall wrapped his arms around my waist from behind like my mum did. I was comforted by his touch.

"I love you..." He whispered.

*flashbacks over*


I missed him.
But if he couldnt change, I had to let him go.
No matter how much it hurts
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An: ahh. :( I almost started crying writing this. I just picked random chapters from the first book to make it the flashbacks.
Whats gonna happen to Niall and Maddie ?

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