In Love With A Dark Man. (Niall Horan Fanfic, sequel to the sequel, used to be Please Change.)

Chapter 11:

Leahs Pov:

I woke up next to Louis, my legs bare.

What. The. Fuck. Happened.

"Shit." I cursed and rubbed my forehead.

I had a massive hangover.

Well, thats what you get for drinking, Leah.

"Morning." Louis' husky voice says.

"Morning." I mumble.

"Hangover?"

"Fuck yeah. What happened?" I ask.

"Well, you passed out on my lap, with your pants off, and well, I brought you up to my flat." He says.

"Awh, thanks." I say and smile.

"Yeah, no problem." He says and chuckles.

"Where'd my friends go?"

"Zayns." He says and smirks.

"Oh. And Im cool to come here?" I ask and laugh.

"Yepp. Pretty cool for me."

"Yes!" I sarcastically say.

"Come here." He says and hugs me.

"Awh! I get a Louis hug."

He smiles and kisses my cheek.

"Does it bother you that im older?" He asks.

"Honestly? No." I say and laugh.

"Good. Cause then i can do this." He smirks and kisses me.

Yeah, go ahead and call me a slut. But, sometimes you just have to take risks in life.

(AN: shes the bad girl in this, uhm, being honest i would never do this^ ahaha )

I pulled away when my phone went off.

From: Maddie (mum)

When you coming home sweetheart ? Xxx

-mum

To: Maddie (mum)

Ummm, about an hour. That okay?

From: Maddie (mum)

Thats fine ! Be safe (: xx

"Hey Tomlinson!" Harrys voice called from downstairs.

"What?" Louis yelled back

"Horans here !"

"Shit." I cursed.

"Climb out the window. Ill call Zayn to come get you." He says.

"Okay."

He kisses me one more time and I climb down, just to see Zayn waiting.

Nialls Pov:

"Hey Ni!" Louis says.

"Hey, bro. Whats been going on?"

"Uh, nothing really. How bout you?"

"Maddies pregnant again."

"Oh damn, really?"he asks.

"Yeah." I smile.

"That's awesome bro."

"Yeah, it really is."

"Hows Leah?" Harry asks.

"Eh, shes always gone... Well since I got back. I mean, I miss her, but shes a teen, I ain't gonna force her to stay home."

"True. Im sure she misses you too."

"Yeah. I miss the little girl she was."

Leahs Pov:

As I got home, mum was to busy buying baby shit online to realize I was back.

Wow...

I walked up to my room and felt... Well, felt upset.

I felt ignored, and tired of life in general.

The only reason I do what I do is because I want the attention I had. But being 14, it won't come back. I had 4 years until I was out of the house.

With a new baby, i'll never get what I had back.

The attention...

The love...

I was just a rebound. How? I dont even know.

I wanted to die. I mean, Ive done drugs, which explains why Im smaller, I've smoked weed, and Ive drank.

I should be that 14 year old that goes to school dances with her friends and does sports.

I don't even have a boyfriend who likes me.

Im just his... Toy.

Im not a virgin anymore, I lost that to Matt.

He basically raped me, but its not like I can tell anyone.

I just- I wanna be that girl every guy wants to love. That girl that had parents who are so proud of her, I wanna be that girl- who doesnt make mistakes.

But Im just not that girl.

Im the screwed up, unloved girl,

Leah Jane Horan...

And I didnt need to be here anymore.

I ran to the bathroom, and found my blades. The ones I swore I'd never use again, because well; I hate blades.

But now; now, is the time to make my parents happy.

"Goodbye, dad. Goodbye , mum, goodbye baby." I whispered as tears fell from my eyes.

I slid the blade, showing what I deserved. I deserved to die.

As I finished, my eyes were getting heavier, and things were getting darker.

The bathroom door opened and my mum had her hand over her mouth.

"Leah!"

"Im sorry mum." I whispered before the room turned black.