In Love With A Dark Man. (Niall Horan Fanfic, sequel to the sequel, used to be Please Change.)

Chapter 37:

Leah's Pov:

Its been a few days since I had my baby boy.

Hes actually a really quiet baby, and i always end up checking if hes still breathing when he sleeps.

Mum and dad let Chad stay to help me out, since we are both so inexperienced.

Dad, however, wasnt that happy bout the situation.

He kept telling us to sleep a foot apart, but, knows we won't anyways.

Hes been happy aboutG Greg entering our family,

But he hasn't forgotten about his mum dying.

That just brings him down.

What he did instead of kicking Harrys ass, he called the police, and showed them the message.

Yeah. Harry is now in jail, for the second time.

I feel more safe that he got life in prison for murdering such a wonderful woman.

Although; I never met her.

Well, as a baby, I did.

Anyways, things have been running smoothly around here.

I lie in bed with Chad as he plays with my smal hands.

"Do you ever plan on going to school again?"

I look into his blue eyes and shrug.

"I want to graduate, but I have this little guy to deal with." I smile.

"Hes a charmer. He'll be a heartbreaker, watch."

"He doesnt really look like Matthew, though. Thats the thing. He looks like me more than anything."

"I agree !" He smiles.

"I love youu." I smile and peck his lips.

"I love youu." He says quietly and pulls me on top of him.

I straddle his waist and sigh as i hear Greg crying.

"Oh c'mon...." I whisper and roll my eyes.

"Go be a mother." He says and smacks my bum.

I glare at him and get off his body.

I walk to the basinet and pick up my baby boy.

"Are you hungry?" I ask and smile at him.

His eyes are blue and honestly; he's adorable.

"Chad, will you go downstairs and make him a bottle while I change him?"

"Yeah." He smiles and gets off the bed.

I change his diaper and put him in pajamas.

He was so small for a baby. He was 6 pounds exact, and I guess thats small. Not too small.

"Hi Gregory." I smile at him.

He kicks his legs and stares up at me silently.

"You look so much like your father it hurts."

I wish he didnt look like Matt. I mean, I see me, but I don't actually see all me.

Ugh. I hate that.

"I wish you looked like chad. You know what I call him behind his back? Chaddybear." I giggle.

I just told my child a secret he can't even understand.

"You call me what?"

I jump and smile innocently at Chad.

"Nothhiiing" I say.

"Ohh okay." He smirks and picks up Greg, feeding him

The bottle.

"Chad ?"

"Hmm."

"Do you think - that he looks like Matt?"

"Eh, kinda." He says uneasy.

"Oh."

"I wish he looked like you." I say.

He looked up at me and nodded.

"So, does your mum care if your here?"

"No."

Why am I getting on word answers.

"Whats wrong?"

"Nothing."

"Chad..."

"Its nothing, god damn it!" He says and stands up, handing Greg to me.

"What is your problem?"

"That kid isnt even mine! Why do I have to parent it?"

"Chad-"

"No. We are done."

"Chad!"

He slammed the door behind him.

"No... No... No..." I whisper and feel the tears coming.

I just had my first heartbreak. And it was with a guy I thought would be here forever.