The New Girl

Chapter 46 - Fix You

Hello everyone!!

I want to start off by saying I'm sorry I haven't been updating lately. This summer has been crazy busy for me and I never had time to write, I hope you guys aren't too mad.

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Harry Styles.

My mind was racing with thoughts I could no longer comprehend. I felt myself thinking so many different things, but none of them were clear enough for me to understand. The moment my lips touch Aurora's everything else becomes a blur and she's the only clear thing I see and think about.

I shouldn't be doing this, especially with the call I've just received from Daisy. She was calling to confirm her pregnancy and is already calling me the father of that child. I, unfortunately, can't tell whether or not it is my baby until it's actually born. At least that's what Daisy said.

At this point, I really didn't care. Daisy won't know if I'm with Aurora and she's not going to track my every move, especially not after losing my mom. I want this- no, I need this. I really, really need this right now and it doesn't look like Aurora is going to make me stop anytime soon.

All of Aurora's emotions are being transferred to me with just a simple kiss, something that no other girl has ever done. I've never felt so high with just one kiss. It feels so good, I don't plan on stopping anytime soon.

"Aurora, I'm going to say something I've never said to anyone before." I whispered, placing my forehead against hers.

She stayed silent, as if she spoke the moment would vanish. I could tell she's hoping for something big, something I'm not ready to admit just yet but what I'm about to say is just as meaningful as what she's expecting. I've probably said it before, but I really mean it this time.

I kissed her lips, once more, before speaking. "I need you, Aurora Jones. I don't care what you think about my involvement with Daisy or how you see me after the things I've said, I really need you... now more than ever. You did something to me, something good. I just can't describe it and, as hard as I try to understanding... I just can't." I sighed, before crashing my lips with hers again.

The electricity coursing through my body was absolutely amazing, it's odd how just a simple kiss, on the lips, could cause such an amazing feeling.

Is this really what love is? Could Aurora really be in love with a screwed up asshole, like me? Could I be in love with someone so fragile? I knew the answer to that, but a more appropriate question was... could I be able to be with someone so fragile without causing them to break?

She pulled away and I could see tears begin to form in her eyes, something I didn't expect. "You have no idea how long I've been wanting to hear that." Aurora mumbled, before pulling me by my collar to kiss her.

I, suddenly, felt Aurora's hands feeling around my chest and back, from under my shirt. I've had so many girls do this to me, yet none of them could every make it feel this amazing.

"Wait," Aurora spoke pulling away again, "what about Daisy?" She mumbled.

Daisy was always a sour subject for us, especially since that fight we had after the ball. I knew she would always worry about her, but I always continued to show Aurora just how much she means to me.

I sighed and kissed her once more, "I know you're tired of hearing this, but things have gotten really complicated between Daisy and I-"

"You're doing this again?!" She snapped, a few tears rolling down her cheeks.