The New Girl

Chapter 56 - I don't know..

Aurora Jones.

I shut the door to my room and slid to the floor. I was full on sobbing by now and once again I've allowed Harry to hurt me.

How the hell could I allow him to leave Daisy like that?! I should've continued asking him why he was hiding our... whatever the hell we were. I knew it wasn't just him protecting me, but I never thought it'd be anything like this.

"Aurora, honey? Are you alright?" My dad's voice called from the other side of the door.

I sighed and sniffles, "Yeah, dad, just a little argument. That's all."

"Can I come in?" He asked.

I was hesitant to let my dad speak to me while I was in this state. It's not that I didn't want to talk to him, it's the fact that he hasn't seen me this upset in a while. I've always tried to hide everything I was feeling, by just being strong. Unfortunately, I really needed someone to talk to and I didn't want Louis to drive all this way at this time of night, especially with what we've been through.

I opened the door then walked over to my bed, "I'm sorry for worrying you. It's nothing dad-"

"I heard your conversation with Harry. I heard about Daisy from a coworker." He sighed.

Out of all the things I would've expected my father to say, I never once thought he'd be telling me this. He knew, yet he didn't tell me?!

"You knew?!" I snapped, standing from my bed.

He nodded, "I was at the hospital looking to get a statement from a witnessed and noticed Daisy walking in. She greeted me and saw her going to the women's wing. I know there are many other tests done in that wing, but I still had a hunch she was pregnant. I found an old friend and she told me that Daisy was expecting a child from her boyfriend Harry."

The moment he called Harry Daisy's boyfriend, I just broke down. I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted to hide my feelings, I wanted all of this hurt to stop and for Harry to tell me everything would be okay. I have finally realized just how in love I am with Harry Styles and I can't even tell him that.

"I thought you and Harry had been dating for a while, how is it-"

"I stopped talking to him for a while, around the time I started seeing Luke. Old habits die hard, so he'd gone back to Daisy, which didn't bother me too much. I didn't feel too much for him at the time and I had Luke-"

"But now you've realized just how much you care about him?" He asked.

I nodded and continued to cry into my father's chest.

"I'm not going to defend him, but I am going to tell you that he's just scared. A respectful young man, like Harry, wouldn't really know what to do in this situation." He sighed.

I wanted to expose Harry to my father and show him how much of an ass he is, but I knew I couldn't be able to do that. Deep down, I really do have deep feelings for him and I wouldn't want my father to think horrible of him.

"I can see that he cares about you a lot Aurora, which is why I'm confused as to how this baby popped up. Do you honestly believe Harry would be so careless? I'm not saying anything, but I'd assume every boy his age knows how to protect himself." He chuckled.

I shrugged, "I, honestly, don't know, Dad. It could be his, it could not. We won't know until the actual birth of that child and I really don't want to be around Harry until I know he's sure."

It's not that I hated the unborn child, nothing like that. I just felt hurt at the fact that Harry could do something like this to his possible child. How could he think I'd be okay with this? I know he wouldn't leave Daisy if the child really is his, but I still can't be around him comfortably knowing one of the girls that just loves to push me around is expecting a child from him.

Dad placed a hand on my shoulder and sighed, "I am not going to tell what to do, but I will tell you a little something. That boy has literally no one else that cares about him, he's going through this on his own. If you don't want to continue your relationship, which is fine by me," he chuckled, "but at least be there for him as a friend." He nodded

Harry Styles.

Nothing really mattered to me, before. Aside from my family and Tramp, nothing else has ever mattered to me. I saw any girl that threw herself my way as a fun passing time, never taking them seriously.

Then I saw her.

I'm not saying I fell in love with Aurora the moment I saw her, but there was something about her that intrigued me. It drew me towards her and I guess somewhere along the way.... I don't know, I guess I developed these feelings I have no idea what to do with.

This isn't just about sex, not even close to that. I may have wanted to sleep with her in the beginning, but it took a completely different turn after I actually spoke to her. After we both realized these feelings we had.

"How could i lie to her about this?!" I shouted, feeling myself grow even angrier than I already was.

I knew I should've told Aurora, right away. She had every right to know, especially when she's the girl I want to be with not Daisy. I was the one that fucked up by keeping this from her and now she doesn't even want to speak to me.

I looked at Aurora's house and noticed a single light was still on, obviously it was Aurora's room.

As much as I wanted to go in there and make her listen to everything that's been going on, I don't want to risk hurting her even more than I already have.

This is a conversation for another time and so, with that, I retreated to my car and drove home.