The New Girl

Chapter 41 - How to break a heart.

Harry Styles.

I really just wanted to be alone, right now. I didn't need anyone feeling sorry for me or treating me like a child, that's not how I am. Obviously, these guys don't understand that just yet. They don't know that I cope with things like this on my own, especially since I expose the side of me I hate the most... the side of me that I can never control once something like this happen: my ugly, weak side.

Aurora Jones.

The moment Harry asked us to leave, none of us dared to move a muscle. He needed us, more than ever, right now and I wasn't about to let him deal with this on his own. He isn't thinking straight, right now, he needs to be around people who could make sure he knows everything will be okay.

"Harry, we can't possibly leave you-"

"I said, leave. Now!" He snapped, cutting me off.

I've never seen Harry act like this before, which is something I expected after he found out what had happened. The rest of us assumed someone had called Harry and told him about the crash, which is most likely why he's acting the way he is right now.

"Harry, mate, you're not okay to be left alone. You need your friends with you, man." Zayn spoke up, walking towards the emotionally unstable boy before us.

Harry shoved Zayn back and shook his head, "I already told you guys to leave, don't make me ask again because it won't be pretty. Got it?!" He snapped.

The look in Harry's eyes kind of frightened me, especially with what he just said. I have no idea what's going through his mind right now, how he thinks he needs to be alone or what his next move was, but I can't just leave him alone. I have to get him to lean on me, I have to let him know I'm here for him. I don't care how many times he tells me to get out, I won't leave until I know he's sane enough to be alone.

"Harry, I am not going anywhere. You can push me away all you want, but I'm not letting you go through this by yourself!" I snapped.

Harry shook his head, "Shut up, Aurora! Can't you see I don't want any of you here! I don't want you here! Leave! None of you will understand any of this, so just leave!" He shouted, letting out a quiet sniffle.

Now that I think about it, Harry is feeling the same way I felt when my mother passed away. All his time I've been so worried about Harry and how he's going to cope with the loss of his mother, that I completely forgot I've been through the same thing he's going through. I know exactly what he was feeling, I've been in his shoes before and it is such an awful feeling to go through.

I walked over to Harry and looked him right in those bright, green eyes of his. "Harry, I want to be there for you-"

Harry rolls his eyes and let out a sarcastic laugh, "Oh, I get it!" He cut me off, "This is about your feelings for me, isn't it? You think your love for me could help me get through this, don't you?" He spat, sarcastically.

He walked over to me, "If you're going to confess your love for me, right now is not a good time. I don't care about you, I don't even want you around me. Got it? I could care less about your feelings, princess, so why don't you go and shove your tongue down Prince Hemmings' throat again. Huh? You seem to do that every time I leave you for-"

"That's enough, Harry!" Louis' familiar voice snapped.

The longer Harry spoke his hurtful words, the more my heart broke. I know he is angry and he probably didn't mean everything he was saying, but hearing him actually say all of this hurt me so much. I can't believe he's saying these things to actually hurt my feelings, I can't believe he would do something this horrible just to make me leave him alone.