Car Crash❤ (Colby Brock)

Chapter 12

⭐TRIGGERING CHAPTER⭐

Luna POV

As soon as I got home, I climbed into the shower. During my shower, Colby drove Sam to the airport.

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I stepped out of the shower and changed into my joggers but stopped before I put my shirt on.

I starred in horror at my stomach. I was so fat!

Remember Luna.. Pretty girls don't eat, and obviously you must not want to be pretty. My thoughts taunted me.

You deserve some relief, just reach for those blades Luna. It will take the pain away.

My eyes quickly shot to the blades hidden amongst the bathroom.

"No Luna. Do not." I mumbled, fiddling with my hands.

A war was going on with all of my emotions, while I stood, waiting for the resolution to be settled.

***

Colby isn't home.. Just don't do it where he can see it.

I gulped. "He promised.." I whispered to myself.

Come on, just once more.

My eyes started to tear as I fought difficultly with my mind, trying so hard not to give in.

It felt like hours.

Poking at my fat, reaching for the door to escape, eyes darting from blade to blade.

Complete TORTURE.

Tired and weary, I grabbed the blades, still crying as I slid to the floor.

My eyes pinned to my thighs.

I cried out as I grew closer to my pale skin.

Colby POV

I unlocked the door and walked inside. I put the keys on the hook near the door.

I looked around but Luna wasn't anywhere to be found.

I made my way to our room when I realized she wasn't there either.

I grew nervous when my eyes traveled to the light coming from under the bathroom door.

I knocked on it quietly.

However I heard nothing, so I put my ear closer to hear sobbing.

I tried to open the door but it was locked.

I called our but Luna wouldn't answer.

Luna POV

I held the blade in my hands, shaking.

Why is it so hard Luna?! Just do it! Look at all the ugly, overwhelming fat!

I ignored Colby's attempts to open the door as I cried.

"Luna! Open the door!!" Colby shouted, voice trembling.

I ran my fingers over the blades.

The door knob shook violently.

JUST F*CKING DO IT LUNA!

Then there was silence.

Colby POV

I stepped away from the door, and cracked my knuckles.

Something is wrong..

I placed my hand on the door and took a deep breath, the muscle in my arm tensing.

I ripped the door open with a powerful swing.

The door was weak so it wasnt too hard.

I looked down at Luna, sobbing in her joggers and bra, clutching blades to her chest, slouching against the wall.

I dropped down to my knees and grabbed the blades, placing them on the counter, then dropping back to the floor.

Luna POV

Colby swept me up into his arms, rocking me.

I cried heavily into his chest, gripping his shirt.

"It's okay.. It's okay.." He whispered into my ear, hushing my screams and sobs.

***

I grew quieter until I finally stopped, sniffling, wiping at my nose.

I pulled away, looking at Colby.

Colby held on to my arms and starred deeply back at me.

"Did you?" He whimpered.

"No.. " I whispered.

Colby let out a sigh in relief, hugging me tightly.

"Thank you Luna..I'm proud." He muttered.

I felt Colby hands slip under my arms as he carried me out into the bedroom.

He set me down on my bed and retreated into the bathroom.

Probably fetching my blades.

***

He returned, hands empty.

"I think we should call it night." Colby says softly.

I nod as I slide under the sheets.

"Why is it so hard Colby?" I ask, starring at Colby as he walks to his bed.

He stops for a moment, thinking.

"Because, in a way your just getting rid of a bad habit..it takes practice." He answers, turning to look at me.

I nodded.

"Sometimes I just feel like I can't be alone with my thoughts." I whisper.

"Mhm." Colby mutters, taking off his shirt.

I try not to stare as I turn my gaze away, feeling my cheeks grow warm..

Finally I hear the sheets rustle as I look over.

Colby gets in bed and turns out the light.

"Goodnight..Luna." He mumbles.

Goodnight fat a**.

***

I uncomfortably move around, feeling nervous and anxious, as my thoughts continue to naw at me.

Your so dumb! Why would you do that?!

Finally I sit up, and look over at Colby as I attempt to shake my thoughts off.

I nervously play with my fingers.

"Uh..Colby..?" I ask, embarrassed.

"Yeah?" He says turning over to peer at me.

"Can..I..um.."

"Yes Luna?"

"..Lay with you.."

"I don't feel safe." I add, hoping Colby cant see my red face through the darkness.

***

"Of course." Colby says giving a small chuckle, moving over to give me some room.

He then turns over to return looking at the wall.

I blink at Colby as a smile grows on my face.

I hop up and slip into Colby's sheets.

Falling asleep quickly to the warmth of Colby lying next to me.❤

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