Love Shouldn't Cause Pain?

Why did i say that...

♦ Harley's p.o.v ♦

Red raised her head to look at me, she had tears all over her face and her eyes were red and filled with tears. I haven't ever seen her like this, she didn't even react like this when she told me about her past... What have I done? Red didn't say anything, she just hid her face by putting her head back onto of her legs. She must hate me. I didn't mean to say what I did I was just angry, angry that she was probably right...

"Red... Please look at me..." I scanned her body for any sign that she would look up, nothing. I hurt her bad. Of course I did, I said she's just a plant and that she can't love, she's more than just a plant... She's the kindest person I know. I love my Red and I might of just lost her forever. "Red... Please. I didn't mean it." I heard Red's sniffling increase, my heart shattered.

I broke Red. So many people have tried, mostly My Puddin but no plans succeed, she's to proud, to self confident, she's to strong.... I broke her. I destroyed her pride. I destroyed her confidence. I destroyed everything that makes Red, Red. I didn't think it was possible...

I gave up trying to talk to her, I closed the door and walked towards Red curdled up on the floor. The closer I got the more my heart melted, I caused her pain... I have never seen her so vulnerable. Her hand was so firmly in her hair I was surprised it didn't hurt her. I think it's about time that I apologise even though it is to late.

"I know you meant it Harley... It's okay..." Oh gosh I didn't think that hearing her talk could hurt me so much, she didn't have a constantly sensual voice anymore it was just sadness and pain. I can't believe that I hurt her this bad.

"No. Red I didn't I swear! It was an accident, I was angry about what you said and I thought it would make me feel better  I-"

"If you told me the truth... I know Harley..." oh my gosh, she thinks I was being serious. I made her doubt herself, Red never doubts herself and she doesn't have reason to because she's always right. This time she's wrong, she is so much more than just a plant... Why I'm I so stupid. Why do I let these words come out of my mouth. This is why Mr J hurts me.

"No, Red that's not the truth! You're so much more than just a plant, you mean the world to me Red. I'm so sorry about what I said. I really am" I felt so guilty, my vision got cloudy and watery trails were drawn all over my face. Why was I crying, I don't really have a reason to cry. Red is crying because I just broke her heart.

Red lifted her head slowly, her grasp was still firmly in her hair. My heart started to pound, what if she want's to hurt me, I would want to hurt me after what I said... She looked at me with her gorgeous green eyes, they were darker than usual and where red and irritated. It looked like just looking at me caused her tremendous pain. I never wanted to hurt Red, not after everything she has done for me over all these years.

"Look at me Harley. Even if I could love.... Who would want me?"

"Seriously Red?! You could get anyone you wanted." I did this I made her self confidence plummet. Red Is normally so sure of herself, I mean I would be too if I looked like that.

"Yeah Harley it's called mind control. If I didn't use my plant toxins and pheromones I would be nothing.... I wouldn't even be just a plant"

"Red you're more than just a plant, I'm sorry. You don't even need your toxins and what not, I'm pretty sure that Riddles likes you and you didn't do nothing to him."

"Harley, Edward likes everything that moves. Speaking of... Please stay. I don't want anything bad to happen to you and the baby, I will move out if you want... Just please don't go back to him, he is to dangerous."

"If I stay I put you, Selina and Phoebe in danger"

"Harley we can all fight for ourselves, the baby can't. Please, he might not even come looking for you and if he does we will deal with it." she's still trying to protect me after everything I have done to her. Wait.... Before. Did she say she would move out?!?

"Red, did you say you would move out?!? I don't want you to leave Red. I would never want you to leave... I don't know what to do without you. You're the only one who is always there for me."

"Harley... Please, just go. Not to Joker! just out of here."

"But Re-"

"Please Harley."

I didn't want to make her hate me even more than she already so I went to stand up... I turned around and hugged Red, she didn't have time to hug back because I just sprinted out after. I shut the door behind me and put my head against the door.

Minutes later Selina walked over to me and pulled me into a hug. She stroked my hair and we swayed from left to right. It was so soothing but I couldn't stop thinking about Red. I hurt her so bad, she is my friend and I hurt her. Why would I do that.

"So it didn't go well?" Kitty sounded sincere but I still couldn't focus.

"No, she... She want me to stay for... For the baby." oh I haven't told Selina yet. She moved back and looked at me with her dark brown chestnut eyes filled with worry.

"Baby... Who is having a baby. HARLEY! You never told me about a baby. Are you having that mad man's baby Harley! You can't go back. I won't let you its to dangerous. A baby Harley? Seriously a baby... What are we going to do..." Her worried eyes looked so lost, did I just break Kitty as well. I'm the worst friend anyone could ever ask for....

Thanks for reading, hope you enjoyed. Leave you comments down below and there will be another part soon ~ Jw