Love Shouldn't Cause Pain?

I love you

♦ Harley's p.o.v ♦

I held Red in my arms, I didn't feel tired anymore. I was going to tell her about him... he's my biggest fear, how can losing him be my biggest fear?! There was a mistake there had to be, I love Red! He beat me, Red does nothing but love me. Maybe I wasn't afraid of Red dying because I know that there's little to no chance of her dying anytime soon, yeah that must be it. It's decided, I'm not telling her, there's no need to worry her. I'm gonna prove that I love her!

"Red? You asleep?" I whispered so I didn't disturb her if she was, thankfully she wasn't. I lifted my arm and she rolled over to face me.

"Not tired anymore?" I shook my head, my eyes never left her face, Red is so incredibly beautiful... How is she still- "Same. Hey what's going on in your head right now Harls? Don't say nothing, I can tell there's something wrong." Think. Think, don't bring the virgin thing back up... Don't bring the fear back up. Come onnn there has to be something I can say that wont upset her even more.

"I-i lied before... I-i didn't see all the cuts bites and everything. I- I want to see. I want to see what he did to you." My heart started racing as I saw Red's face drop, I shouldn't of said anything. Red squeezed her eyes shut and after a moment she opened them back up. Looks like I should of just played it off as nothing.. great.

"I-i don't want your pity Harley. I don't want our love to be based on pity. I don't want you to love me whilst I'm beaten if that's the only reason you want me, what about when I heal? Will you just up and leave because you don't feel sorry for me anymore. Pity doesn't help anyone Harl." A singular tear rolled down her face. This isn't pity... This isn't just a test to see if I really do love her. I know I love her!

In one swift movement I moved my left leg over Red, my body followed and I ended up hovering above Red's body. I slowly and carefully sat on top of Red's shorts not putting all of my weight on her just in case, it's the only place I didn't see bandages before, when I saw that she didn't wince in pain I lent down and planted a kiss on her lips. Red tasted so minty, like she had been chewing gum this whole time. I pulled away and as I did I wiped away the tear that left Red's eye moments ago. Red seemed hesitant about opening her eyes... The fear toxin, she shut her eyes and never felt the kiss. That's when it kicked in, to Red this could just be one big sick joke from Scarecrow.

"I-I'm scared Harl." She sounded so utterly terrified. I had no idea what to say to prove that this was real... Think Harley think!

"I'm never going back to him Red, never! Do ya wanna know why?" She shook her head rapidly. I lent down and kissed her neck passionately.

"Because I."

Then I placed a kissed on her little button nose.

"Love."

Finally I rammed my lips against Red's, she passionately kissed back. I started to pull back but Red kept our lips connected; I ended up pulling Red back up with me. Red wrapped her arms around me and I wrapped my arms around her. We tried to be as close as possible, my baby bump got in the way just a tad I mean I am five and a bit weeks pregnant, i'm barley showing if i'm being honest. Our lips finally separated, Red rested her chin on my shoulder as I moved my lips to her ear.

"You."

I slowly lowered Red back down onto the bed, pulling her top over her head as I did. I gazing into Red's watery emerald green eyes as she gave me a devilish smirk.

🕑 The next day 🕑

I woke up with Red in my arms, I felt her almost naked body pushed up against mine. My memories of last night were perfect, nothing but kisses. I covered her whole body except from where her injuries were and where her underwear lay of course... sooo not all that much but it was still magical. At the end of the night Red made me strip down same as her, she said it wasn't fair that I still had my clothes and she didn't. I held her throughout the whole night, making sure she was as close as possible. I had never felt so at peace than in that moment. The I lent over and kissed the nape of Red's neck, which was easy to get to seems her hair no longer covered that much of her body... I missed her long hair but it looked okay now, strange but okay.

"Morning Harl." Red turned around in my arms to face me. How did she look so beautiful seconds after she woke.

"Not so sure it's morning Red." I giggled and turned to look at the clock in the corner... 2pm, yup not morning. "Good afternoon Red."

"Worth it." Red moved over and kissed my nose. I pulled myself closer to Red's body, not caring that my face ended up nuzzled up against her cleavage. Red held my head close to her chest and started swirling my hair. "I love you Harleen Frances Quinzel."

I didn't know if I should call her by her real name or the one she made up for herself. With the way things are going it looks like she might prefer Hazel Croft...

"And I love you Pamela Hazel  this with Mr J. I-i shouldn't compare them but- but I couldn't get him out of my mind... i'm having his baby.

The farther doesn't matter. I'm with Red! Red makes me the happiest I have ever been. I Love Red!

Thank you so much for reading I really hope that you enjoyed. I think that i'm going to finish this here and start up the next book pretty soon. The only reason being that its effort to scroll down 50 parts (over 50000 words). Vote and comment of you enjoyed and tell me if you even want another book. I never thought anyone would read this so it means a lot that you guys view comment and vote, I love all of you guyssss!!!!!!! See you in the comments. Love you all so much~Jw