Selena's POV
This cant be happening.... god Selena just stop thinking about it... about him... about the kiss just fucking forget it he has a wife now.
All tho they dont have kids so it wouldnt be like your ripping a family a part
SHUT UP! I wont let him cheat on his wife .... their happy and i cant ruin that for them.
if he was so happy with his little wifey why would he kiss you?
"SHUT UP" i shout at myself as i walk into my room slamming the door shut and look out the window seeing nothing but darkness.
"Fuck" i mumble before laying back down in bed looking up than shortly i fall into a deep sleep.
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"SELENA OPEN UP!" Demi shouts outside making me groan opening my eyes slowly than get up on my feet looking outside the window and there stood Demetria with a smile on her face.
"fuck off" i shout closing the curtains than walking into my kitchen with my phone looking at it every five seconds hoping he would send me a message.
"Selena open the fucking door" Demi shouts but i dont bother i wasnt in the mood for friend day today so i just got my breakfast sat on the couch and turned my tv on and my volume on loud so i couldnt hear Demi shout and bang on the door.
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" i shout hearing knocking again making me groan so i stand up and walk towards the door only wearing a thong and a shirt.
"Oo oh Justin" i said stuttering when i see him outside looking nervous as fuck as I stand there blinking like i thought it was a dream.
"hey i just i wanted to talk" he said scratching behind his neck and i bite down on my lower lip obviously nervous.
"oh ehm yeah come in" i said forgetting i wasnt really dressed and turned around hearing him follow me clearing his throat.
"ehm Selena nice outfit" he says smirking and there comes the Justin i know. I giggle than grab some shorts that were already there and put them on than sat on the couch and Justin sits down next to me.
"so look about what happened in the park this morning" he said clearing his throat again as i look at him.
"look i didnt mean to do it Selena it was wrong of me and i just got lost in the moment i mean i havent seen you in so long i just wanted a kiss one more time im sorry" he says making me smile.
"its fine Justin i tottally understand how about we just... become friends nothing more ?" I asked seeing him smile and nod.
"yeah thanks" he says hugging me making my smile fade as i smell his cologne again and i honestly just wanted to kiss him again but than we pulled away and i just smiled again obviously wearing a damn mask. I wanted him.. and i want him to want me. even if its wrong.
