Waking up with an aching head sucks, what more with a heavy heart napaka leche lang, sure I regret the being drunk last night but I rather have those nights rather than mornings like this where I have a thought of him, for almost two years now nasanay na akong gumigising na hindi na siya sumasagi sa isip ko, pero what happened last night is a big factor why this morning is very different, again nagising naanaman ako na parang may malaking butas ang dibdib ko. Sure may mga araw na hindi maiiwasan na nakikita ko siya o nagkikita kami, same campus sure its is possible, pero sa mga chances na yun we never tried or exert an effort to communicate. Unlike kagabi, hindi lang kami nagkita, hinawakan niya ako, nag usap kami. Ang OA ko pero ibang iba yun para sa akin.
“Beh!!! Good morning!!!”
It’s Jho, bigla bigla nalang siya pumasok dito sa room namin nila Ate Ly at nagsisigaw, arrgghhhh people in love!
Jho: Bangon na! Ano masakit ulo mo? Ayan kasi
She sat beside my bed and cross her legs, sabay higop ng hot choco, napakunot naman ang noo ko.
Bea: Seryoso beh? Kagabi pa ako nasesermonan ng mga tao, pati ba naman ikaw? C’mon give me a break!
I hissed, which earned a creased brow from her.
Jho: Hindi kita sinesermonan, sisimulan ko palang
Bea: Yeah right.
Sabay talukbong ng kumot, I need few more minutes. Then she pull the linen, arrgghhh this girl!!
Jho: Its already 9:30 in the morning beh, kanina pa beastmode si Ate Ly sa baba, bakit daw ang kalat kalat, then puro mga gamit mo ang nakakalat, lahat ng yun sayo.
Bea: Ok ok! Tatayo na ako!
She just laughed at me, kainis paano kaya nangyari na puro gamit ko ang nakakalat? Nag CR lang ako at bumaba na, ayun si Ate Ly nakapameywang sa gitna ng mini salas nitong dorm. Tiningala niya ako na naka kunot ang noo.
Alyssa: Bae, next time kung magkakalat ka isali mo narin mga gamit namin ha para di halata na ikaw ang may gawa.
Ate Ly, being the eldest is kinda strict, she always made sure to look after us.
Bea: Sorry Ate Ly, lilinisin ko na po.
Then I started picking up my shoes, pati mga notes ko, even some of my clothes, I wonder paano nakarating pati mga damit at notes ko dito, eh sa room lahat ito nakalagay.
Alyssa: Masakit ba ulo mo? Dapat pala kumain ka muna, may cold orange juice sa ref, yun ang inumin mo, tapos may advil ako sa bag kunin mo nalang.
While helping me with my mess.
Bea: Tapusin ko na muna ito Ate, para tuloy tulog ang pahinga.
Alyssa: Yeah magpahinga ka then review ha, exams week parin. Tapos naba lahat ng exams mo?
Bea: Hindi pa, I still have 3 more.
She never talked na, just when we were done cleaning saka siya uli nagsalita.
Alyssa: Bae, if it is in any consolation, I hope you and Thirdy will be friends again, I mean what happened before....
She can’t finish her statement, I heave before facing her, hands on my waist.
Bea: Ayaw ko na Ate Ly, maybe someday but not soon.
Alyssa: Bae, I think he wanted to fix things between you, but yeah, I know you still need time, its not easy to forget what has happened, so does we can’t change that. Pero isn’t it good maging ok ang lahat?
BINABASA MO ANG
Time After Time (Beardy Fanfic)
FanfictionI've been waiting for Bea de Leon and Thirdy Ravena to realize things and sadly wala pa akong napapala. Then came Bonfire, and I was taken to the sky again.
