Darkness

Chapter 31

~Darknesses POV~
"Hey you" Ava greats me with a cheery smile,

Taking a sear next to me I nod my head at her and have a stare down with the ceiling in annoyance and boredom.

Focusing on the slight cracks at the corners of the ceiling i follow the cracks all the way to the middle totally mesmerised, before Ava Huffs looking at me,

"What's wrong?" She asks me seriously.

Shrugging I lean back in my chair and keep my eyes trained on following the cracks.

"What isn't..?" I respond back,

"Come on darkness!" Ava says concerned,

Ignoring her Ava waits patiently as I pay no attention to her,

"Your such a loser" Ava says rolling her eyes at me and then pulling her stuff out of her bag,

As if I'm on my period I turn to Ava with a glare,

"Oh, so your not even gonna try and ask me what's the matter?" I say annoyed, "do you even care that I'm not ok?" I say to ur with a bit by tone,

Sighing Ava puts her stuff down on the desk and turns her whole body to look at me,

"Darkness..I just asked you what was wrong.." Ava says each word with a hand gesture, "it's not my fault you didn't reply" she says raising a brow at me,

Glaring at her I stand up and grab all my stuff,

"Seriously darkness. What the hell is wrong with you!" Ava shouts after me,

Turning around mid strut to the door I glare at her,

"What the fuck isn't!" I growl out,

Throwing her hands up in the air with a loud sigh Ava slumps back in her chair with a annoyed and confused look,

Feeling anger and annoyance build up inside of me i Storm out of the classroom and accidentally bump into someone, looking up with anger in my eyes I glare at the person not helping my temper and storm away from a concerned and confused Aiden.

Huffing I start slowing my steps as the steam wears off and I'm left with an emotionally, broken soul...what I started off with.

What have I become?

My best friend is a good witch, that not only smiles with goodness but keeps the sabbath day holy.

My brother that is meant to be a father/protector of me is yelling at me like he actually is,

And a fucked up relationship with a guy that's meant to be nothing to me, but is my everything.

Arghh! Why must everything so be complicating!

Seriously. I should just be an anti social like I use to be.

I mean at least I didn't have to deal with this shit!

Slumping into a deserted bench near the english block I throw my bag next to me on the chair and cross my legs looking around.

"Darkness?.." I hear a voice say behind me,

Groaning quietly I look next to me to see Ava take a seat next to me. With a frown she looks at me with sad eyes.

"Look...I'm sorry" she says honestly.

"You were right. I didn't even try to talk it out of you..and for that. I'm sorry...I should have been a better friend to you" she frowns looking down at her fidgeting hands.

Sighing I grab her hands with mine and hold her hand in mine. Looking up at me with a small smile i Lena my shoulder on hers.

Sitting there for a while in silence, Ava takes that as a accepted apology from me.

With minutes of comfortable silence, I break it as I'm sudde toy aware of why I'm out here...and more importantly.

Why the hell I feel like I do.

"Ava...?" I whisper quietly.

Humming in response i sigh tiredly before answering her,

"How do I forget him Ava?...how do I forget something that has changed me so much?" I ask her with so much emotion, it's surprising me.

Clearing my dry throat I lean back and look in her eyes.

"Your sure about this?..." Ava ask me genuinely.

Claiming my eyes for a moment I nod my head with a sigh before looking into her eyes again.

"I'm sure...just tell me how" I say looking pleasingly at her, "I don't want to go back to the person I was...I wanna know how to live with emotions, but keep certain ones locked away...forever" I say as my heart breaks slowly.

Scrunching her lips up into a tight thin line, Ava nods her head in acceptance.

"Ok" she breaths out.

"But first rule..." She says holding up one finger.

"Don't ever..ever, let him see your heart...because your heart" Ava says she says poking my heart gently, "is your friend..but also your enemy...it will give away your feelings for him just like that...but it will also hide your feelings." She says leaning back and looking at me.

"Just do me one thing and you'll make this whole thing 10 times easier" she says to me,

Nodding my head she continues.

Anything.

"Make sure to not steal his Heart..because he's offering it already. You just gotta teach yourself to not want it..." She says,

"You gotta teach yourself that you don't want him...that you don't need him" she says just as the morning bell rings to class.

Well shit....this is gonna be harder than I thought.

If he's giving his heart away..then who's going to catch it if I'm not there to get it?

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